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Ehhhh not too much to post other than the usual drama of my life. My review went just as planned - I'm doing very well according to my boss, but need to keep myself from getting distracted because it showed in my last few days of work. I apologized, knowing fully well what she meant, and promised to do better throughout the coming days.
Received a lot of feedback yesterday of people who saw me at Megacon but didn't say anything because of miscellaneous reasons. In fact...Sam started talking to me yesterday. It seemed a bit suspicious, however, I talked to her in a civil manner - too tired to really dish out anything that I was thinking at the time. If her goal was to find out what I was thinking about something, she didn't really succeed - and I think the only reason she messaged me was because she had no one better to talk to. That's the way she is. And that's the end of that.
Oh...and from here on, I will not mention Dan. I've accepted the fact that things are at a stand-still, and no closure will be made. It's time to quit dawdling around, and enjoy what I do have, and embrace the fortunes of the future. I'm sure he knows he can speak to me whenever he wishes, but from this point forth, my journal will encompass things outside of that period in my life. With any luck, perhaps we can cut the drama and be friends again. Only fate will show.
My birthday is coming up soon, and I've decided to go on with my mission to Cassadaga. There's a few questions I need answered, and I feel that going there will help me re-ground my spirit in my true beliefs. I'm trying to really hone what it is I believe, and sort through the brainwashing that I went through for 18 years of my life. If I know myself truly, perhaps then I will see clearly and won't even need closure with previous issues in the past. Besides...if nothing else, I'll scare myself shitless in the town deemed "Spiritual Capital of the World," well-known for their infamous psychics and other fortune tellers. I haven't decided whether I believe in psychic powers...but there's one way to find out, ne?
That's it for now. I need to get to work. Summer needs to hurry up and get here so Van can come visit. Miss you hun. Everyone take it easy, and you'll be hearing from me soon. *hugglesquish*
Received a lot of feedback yesterday of people who saw me at Megacon but didn't say anything because of miscellaneous reasons. In fact...Sam started talking to me yesterday. It seemed a bit suspicious, however, I talked to her in a civil manner - too tired to really dish out anything that I was thinking at the time. If her goal was to find out what I was thinking about something, she didn't really succeed - and I think the only reason she messaged me was because she had no one better to talk to. That's the way she is. And that's the end of that.
Oh...and from here on, I will not mention Dan. I've accepted the fact that things are at a stand-still, and no closure will be made. It's time to quit dawdling around, and enjoy what I do have, and embrace the fortunes of the future. I'm sure he knows he can speak to me whenever he wishes, but from this point forth, my journal will encompass things outside of that period in my life. With any luck, perhaps we can cut the drama and be friends again. Only fate will show.
My birthday is coming up soon, and I've decided to go on with my mission to Cassadaga. There's a few questions I need answered, and I feel that going there will help me re-ground my spirit in my true beliefs. I'm trying to really hone what it is I believe, and sort through the brainwashing that I went through for 18 years of my life. If I know myself truly, perhaps then I will see clearly and won't even need closure with previous issues in the past. Besides...if nothing else, I'll scare myself shitless in the town deemed "Spiritual Capital of the World," well-known for their infamous psychics and other fortune tellers. I haven't decided whether I believe in psychic powers...but there's one way to find out, ne?
That's it for now. I need to get to work. Summer needs to hurry up and get here so Van can come visit. Miss you hun. Everyone take it easy, and you'll be hearing from me soon. *hugglesquish*