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.....ugh. i wake up at 7 AM, passed out god knows when, I don't even remember. my throat still hurts. i talked to le gateau michelle for thirty minutes, we both went back to bed. i couldn't sleep. i read. i got a milkshake at wawa.
my throat hurts. my mother is miserable. it's gloomy and shitty outside and i need some sunlight.
my throat HURTS. i feel sick. i'm sweaty and i have a headache for three days in a row now. i don't get headaches. i've had five in my entire 25 years. make that eight, now.
it's cold outside but i'm so hot that i'm my underwear and i'm -still- sweating. i have no idea what's wrong with me.
ever read something and when you read it it makes you think of something that makes you sick to your stomach, or produces this pain in your chest like your soul hurts? yeah. i hate that.
or maybe it's just that my stomach hurts. i really, really thought i could escape '06 without any more maladies. but instead, on the last three days, it throws at me a two-inch leg gash featuring a dried vein that i pulled out (!) and ripped off, oh, and it's not healing, at all, it's just gross and red, my stomach hurts, my throat is SO FUCKING SORE IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY, and i'm hot and shitty and sweaty and fuck this.
i'm going back to bed for an hour or two. let's hope i wake up and i don't want to set myself on fire.
my throat hurts. my mother is miserable. it's gloomy and shitty outside and i need some sunlight.
my throat HURTS. i feel sick. i'm sweaty and i have a headache for three days in a row now. i don't get headaches. i've had five in my entire 25 years. make that eight, now.
it's cold outside but i'm so hot that i'm my underwear and i'm -still- sweating. i have no idea what's wrong with me.
ever read something and when you read it it makes you think of something that makes you sick to your stomach, or produces this pain in your chest like your soul hurts? yeah. i hate that.
or maybe it's just that my stomach hurts. i really, really thought i could escape '06 without any more maladies. but instead, on the last three days, it throws at me a two-inch leg gash featuring a dried vein that i pulled out (!) and ripped off, oh, and it's not healing, at all, it's just gross and red, my stomach hurts, my throat is SO FUCKING SORE IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY, and i'm hot and shitty and sweaty and fuck this.
i'm going back to bed for an hour or two. let's hope i wake up and i don't want to set myself on fire.