#100 Too late to realize, Too late to regret {011/100}
Title: Too late to realize, Too late to regret
Type: drabble
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kyuhyun/girl!Sungmin, hint! Eunhyuk/girl!Donghae
Summary: "I am tired; not tired of loving you, but very tired of making you love me back"
Theme: 100. Regrets, WC * of 100 SuJu Fics Challenge
A/N: my writing brain is gone already and this is a product produced from being too bored and that I miss writing too much. It really is a big failure /nods. But hopefully, I can produce a better work after this.Honestly, I didn't even know what I was writing ;___;
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“Kyu, I’m not gonna go to library with you today. Sorry mate” Lee Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun’s best friend and only one said after he received a sms from his girlfriend, Lee Donghae, telling him to come to her house for lunch.
“Donghae needs you now?” replied back Kyuhyun.
“Yeah, sorry again. I’ll make it up to you later on, okay?” Eunhyuk said while hugging the latter on the shoulders.
The almighty Cho Kyuhyun who had never thought of being in any relationship although there were many girls used to confessed to him once thought “being in relationship is not that bad after all” plus his best friend, Eunhyuk, who also used to tell him a sentence “once you have a partner, you can share all your feeling toward her”
One day after one of Kyuhyun’s class...
“Kyuhyun, I’ve always liked you,” a girl named Lee Sungmin finally gathered all her might to confess to her long time crush after waiting for him to come out from his class which was near hers. Kyuhyun first was a little hesitated to accept it until...
“Please at least accept it” she said again with her head facing the floor. As well, he finally once wanted to test how being in relationship was.
Then, he got the so-call-confession-letter from the girl and pulled out his phone as he handed it to the girl in front of him, “give me your phone number, I’ll contact you later”
2 months later....
Kyuhyun and Sungmin became a couple and Sungmin was very happy about. Although he hadn’t loved her yet but at least he accepted to try to be with her and they’d already spent 2 months together by Sungmin moving to Kyuhyun’s apartment. Sungmin always tried her best to be a good girlfriend, but as much as she tried, being a cold-hearted man Kyuhyun was, he still hadn’t loved her yet but because of seeing the love Sungmin gave to him, he treated her goodly as well.
Every day, Sungmin always had already prepared his breakfast, lunch and even dinner. Fortunately, Kyuhyun was happy about that too but just that he didn’t realize it and he sometimes shared his feelings with her as well. The thing was that he never admitted it until 1 year had passed. Though he somehow shared his happiness or sadness with her, he eventually controlled himself from it because he thought that that person was not himself, the cold-hearted Cho Kyuhyun.
1 year later...
One day after coming from work, there was always Sungmin who would welcome Kyuhyun at the entrance door of his apartment and she would help him take off his jacket. But it was different today, all he found and saw was a blank of darkness, no Sungmin, no “welcome home, hun” from Sungmin, no one would come to take off his jacket, no one came to ask him “how was work today? Tiring or not hun?”
Kyuhyun then took a further walk toward the kitchen, thinking Sungmin probably was busy cooking the dinner and stuff.
Once again disappointment hit Kyuhyun; all he could find his a table of his favourite dinner on the dining table.
“Sungmin?” Kyuhyun said toward nowhere wondering where Sungmin could be but what he got back was only silence.
“Sungmin? Where are you?” he asked again but still, silent.
Just then, he spot a pink-ish-blue envelop on the dining table; he then slowly made his way toward the said envelop, opened it and then read it. Suddenly, he dropped the inside letter onto the ground and seated himself weakly on the chair beside him.
“Min” that was the only word escaped from his mouth soundlessly.
As slowly as it was, he raised his hand to hold on the spoon and started eating the so-call-dinner that Sungmin had prepared before she left.
At the very least, he now realized how good Sungmin’s cooking skill was. How much he liked her food, scratch that, how much he loved her.
He didn’t know while he was eating, he was actually crying soundlessly too.
The letter:
“Kyu, when you come back home, I’ve already left but I had prepared your - last - dinner. They are all your favourite ones. Hope you enjoy it.
Time flies very fast; we’ve been together for 1 year already. I assume you actually never really care about this relationship. Remember? Yesterday was our first anniversary of being together. But what? Nothing happened at all. All my hope was just pulled to the ground. You probably didn’t notice how sad I was yesterday night. Last night, when you slept already, I was staring at the clock; tic toc tic toc until it was 12 o’clock strike. That was the time we officially were together for 1 year for god’s sake, but you acted like nothing was happening at all. All I could see was you were sleeping peacefully.
Hun, honestly, I am tired; not tired of loving you, but very tired of making you love me back.
Always love, Min.”
-----End-----
A/N: how was it?hope it was okay. btw, it's lunch time, I need to go now; prepare lunch for my grandparents and so on xD see ya
P.S: my eyes and my shoulders hurt T^T
Type: drabble
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Kyuhyun/girl!Sungmin, hint! Eunhyuk/girl!Donghae
Summary: "I am tired; not tired of loving you, but very tired of making you love me back"
Theme: 100. Regrets, WC * of 100 SuJu Fics Challenge
A/N: my writing brain is gone already and this is a product produced from being too bored and that I miss writing too much. It really is a big failure /nods. But hopefully, I can produce a better work after this.Honestly, I didn't even know what I was writing ;___;
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“Kyu, I’m not gonna go to library with you today. Sorry mate” Lee Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun’s best friend and only one said after he received a sms from his girlfriend, Lee Donghae, telling him to come to her house for lunch.
“Donghae needs you now?” replied back Kyuhyun.
“Yeah, sorry again. I’ll make it up to you later on, okay?” Eunhyuk said while hugging the latter on the shoulders.
The almighty Cho Kyuhyun who had never thought of being in any relationship although there were many girls used to confessed to him once thought “being in relationship is not that bad after all” plus his best friend, Eunhyuk, who also used to tell him a sentence “once you have a partner, you can share all your feeling toward her”
One day after one of Kyuhyun’s class...
“Kyuhyun, I’ve always liked you,” a girl named Lee Sungmin finally gathered all her might to confess to her long time crush after waiting for him to come out from his class which was near hers. Kyuhyun first was a little hesitated to accept it until...
“Please at least accept it” she said again with her head facing the floor. As well, he finally once wanted to test how being in relationship was.
Then, he got the so-call-confession-letter from the girl and pulled out his phone as he handed it to the girl in front of him, “give me your phone number, I’ll contact you later”
2 months later....
Kyuhyun and Sungmin became a couple and Sungmin was very happy about. Although he hadn’t loved her yet but at least he accepted to try to be with her and they’d already spent 2 months together by Sungmin moving to Kyuhyun’s apartment. Sungmin always tried her best to be a good girlfriend, but as much as she tried, being a cold-hearted man Kyuhyun was, he still hadn’t loved her yet but because of seeing the love Sungmin gave to him, he treated her goodly as well.
Every day, Sungmin always had already prepared his breakfast, lunch and even dinner. Fortunately, Kyuhyun was happy about that too but just that he didn’t realize it and he sometimes shared his feelings with her as well. The thing was that he never admitted it until 1 year had passed. Though he somehow shared his happiness or sadness with her, he eventually controlled himself from it because he thought that that person was not himself, the cold-hearted Cho Kyuhyun.
1 year later...
One day after coming from work, there was always Sungmin who would welcome Kyuhyun at the entrance door of his apartment and she would help him take off his jacket. But it was different today, all he found and saw was a blank of darkness, no Sungmin, no “welcome home, hun” from Sungmin, no one would come to take off his jacket, no one came to ask him “how was work today? Tiring or not hun?”
Kyuhyun then took a further walk toward the kitchen, thinking Sungmin probably was busy cooking the dinner and stuff.
Once again disappointment hit Kyuhyun; all he could find his a table of his favourite dinner on the dining table.
“Sungmin?” Kyuhyun said toward nowhere wondering where Sungmin could be but what he got back was only silence.
“Sungmin? Where are you?” he asked again but still, silent.
Just then, he spot a pink-ish-blue envelop on the dining table; he then slowly made his way toward the said envelop, opened it and then read it. Suddenly, he dropped the inside letter onto the ground and seated himself weakly on the chair beside him.
“Min” that was the only word escaped from his mouth soundlessly.
As slowly as it was, he raised his hand to hold on the spoon and started eating the so-call-dinner that Sungmin had prepared before she left.
At the very least, he now realized how good Sungmin’s cooking skill was. How much he liked her food, scratch that, how much he loved her.
He didn’t know while he was eating, he was actually crying soundlessly too.
The letter:
“Kyu, when you come back home, I’ve already left but I had prepared your - last - dinner. They are all your favourite ones. Hope you enjoy it.
Time flies very fast; we’ve been together for 1 year already. I assume you actually never really care about this relationship. Remember? Yesterday was our first anniversary of being together. But what? Nothing happened at all. All my hope was just pulled to the ground. You probably didn’t notice how sad I was yesterday night. Last night, when you slept already, I was staring at the clock; tic toc tic toc until it was 12 o’clock strike. That was the time we officially were together for 1 year for god’s sake, but you acted like nothing was happening at all. All I could see was you were sleeping peacefully.
Hun, honestly, I am tired; not tired of loving you, but very tired of making you love me back.
Always love, Min.”
-----End-----
A/N: how was it?hope it was okay. btw, it's lunch time, I need to go now; prepare lunch for my grandparents and so on xD see ya
P.S: my eyes and my shoulders hurt T^T