i'm a big poo!!

[kungpowkitty]

hey guys... well i'll start out by saying sorry i missed ya this weekend leah...it sounds like you had quite the ball.... but i'm sure we'll touch base soon... maybe once you fully recover..

so here's my goofy shit ass poem...

stomach turning
heart aching
eyes water
mind shaking
falling fast
but too slow for change
i'll occupy my thoughts
while i'll rearrange
STRANGE
displacement
lock reality in the basement

walk away smiling
hide while crying
is this who i am?
rely on uncle sam?
toucan sam?
sam i am?
cook my brain in the frying pan
along with your green eggs and ham.

running laughing full of hope
only then you think i'm on dope
maybe i am
eternally damned
too much
too often
too quick
too sick
trust myself?
but i'm a dick

yeah this isnt my usual type shit...i'm feeling goofy and i kinda like it... so i thought i'd write it, though i'll despise it and try to revise it so i can surprise it ...to myself, waiting on the shelf..
see what i mean? the way i'm writing is so fucked right now but hey its entertaining right? who gives a fuck if it sucks.....

well talk to you later masturbaters!!!!
MeGs