General Update and Random Crap
I really love my job. I really feel like this could be my life's work. I've always wanted to help people, to make a difference to someone even if it is only a small one. Being a medic lets me do this every day.
Things aren't all sunshine and daisies unfortunately. It is really hard to believe that a month ago I was amazingly happy. Now I alternate between anger and feeling depressed. My self confidence has taken a big hit and I'm sure I'll recover just think it is going to take a while and won't be easy.
Realized the other day that 90% of the boobs I've seen in the last 5 months have belonged to women over the age of 50, or to the morbidly obese... yeah it is pretty sad.
Finally got around to using my tablet as an e-reader, man it is dangerous ha ha! All those books at the simple push of a button I could see myself draining my bank account heh.
Thinking about getting back into martial arts, there are a couple of schools nearby that teach the style I want to learn. The only thing stopping me is the fact that my schedule changes week to week and I'll be forced to miss classes.
It really seems all the great girls are already taken, or just have no respect for me. Blagh! Need to keep myself positive.
I miss playing MTG, Clark come play with me! Two-Hardcore-Gangstas!
Really looking forward to visiting Maryland in July.
Things aren't all sunshine and daisies unfortunately. It is really hard to believe that a month ago I was amazingly happy. Now I alternate between anger and feeling depressed. My self confidence has taken a big hit and I'm sure I'll recover just think it is going to take a while and won't be easy.
Realized the other day that 90% of the boobs I've seen in the last 5 months have belonged to women over the age of 50, or to the morbidly obese... yeah it is pretty sad.
Finally got around to using my tablet as an e-reader, man it is dangerous ha ha! All those books at the simple push of a button I could see myself draining my bank account heh.
Thinking about getting back into martial arts, there are a couple of schools nearby that teach the style I want to learn. The only thing stopping me is the fact that my schedule changes week to week and I'll be forced to miss classes.
It really seems all the great girls are already taken, or just have no respect for me. Blagh! Need to keep myself positive.
I miss playing MTG, Clark come play with me! Two-Hardcore-Gangstas!
Really looking forward to visiting Maryland in July.