I love you and will miss you 11-20-07
So this week has been rough... my grandfather passed away Tuesday morning. I now have no more grandparents... its kinda sad. I want to make something in memory of all of them, I am not sure what I want to do yet but I will come up with something creative.
The wake is today from 4-8 and tomorrow is the funeral all day. sighs.
I am so filled with mixed emotions, I don't really know what to do or how to handle myself at times. At times I think I am not doing anything wrong, but other times I feel like I should just stop. I feel like I am turning into something that I hate, and I don't know how to stop it. I need to figure out what is going on through my head, most of the time I don't have a problem figuring this out, but this time I just can't for some reason. It's bothering me a lot. I hope I can put the pieces together soon, so I don't hurt anyone in the long run.
The wake is today from 4-8 and tomorrow is the funeral all day. sighs.
I am so filled with mixed emotions, I don't really know what to do or how to handle myself at times. At times I think I am not doing anything wrong, but other times I feel like I should just stop. I feel like I am turning into something that I hate, and I don't know how to stop it. I need to figure out what is going on through my head, most of the time I don't have a problem figuring this out, but this time I just can't for some reason. It's bothering me a lot. I hope I can put the pieces together soon, so I don't hurt anyone in the long run.