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[kungfuduckie]

I am so sick of all this, I try and try but I always fail. I'm not a good girlfriend, i'm not a good friend, i'm not a good daughter, it just seems to be that i'm not a good person. I wish I could change and have things be wonderful for once. I'm sick of crying everyday. Why am I a lost cause

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[socalledpink]

the other day kelli asked me who I was most thankful for and I told her I was most thankful for you. I honestly feel like I did alot of growing up with you and I wouldn't be the strong individual I am if it wasn't for you and all the time we spent together and making memories that I will forever cherish. You are one of the few people I hold very near and dear to my heart, and i don't know what i would do without you in my life. I appreciate you for all that you are and love you for who you are, I will alway be here for you, and I want you to stick around so that you can always be here for me too. Trust, I know that times get hard but I'm never going to let you fall so hard that you can't get back up.
You are one of the best friends I have ever had. You have never been nor are you now a bad friend. You are a good person a genuine person and thats hard to find. You are true to your self and your heart and when you follow your heart you can never do wrong.
I love you, all of you, the good with the bad.
PS. Melissa loves you more than she can convey to you and your mother would die if anything happened to you.