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okay so work has been great and i'm really enjoying it but i have yet to meet the owner and i'm opening on my own and everything. not a hug deal right? well we all know i'm not a crook but the owner doesn't know this bc he hasn't met me and everyone makes mistakes - well what if i make a mistake and he thinks i'm stealing money and i get fired for no reason! yeah that would suck. i just can't trust this owner guy until i've met him and i'm sure he feels the same way but i HATE not being trusted bc once again i am NOT a crook. the managers know i'm trustworthy and a great employee and i just wish they'd stick up for me or brag on me or something... some good report so that the owner's not all sketchy about me. sketchyness SUCKS. he's been talking about with the other worker here and implying that i could be a crook and we don't know and it's sooooo wack!! i hate that! HATE IT! it's just so messed up and i can't confront the owner bc he's the boss and i haven't met him. i just wish he'd come check in on his stores sometime. you'd think he'd visit sometime especially since we're going through all these changes but not yet. it's just nerve racking to be honest. i just don't like being uncertain and unfamiliar with the people i'm working for. i feel like the job security is just not there until i know the boss. you know? ugh anyway there's my little rant for the day. hopefully it will get all fixed up and stuff but GOSH i am so not a crook. i don't like being compared in the SLIGHTEST to the staff before. ugh. i just want him to meet me. is that too much to ask? maybe i'll w\swing by the HQ when i'm in t-town next week. that might be a good impression right? *sigh*