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I wonder if GOD used this sickness to really humble me. Or to make me realize again what's important in life--it's not about the church activities, but the relationship with GOD. GOD gave us his name in the OT: YHVH. He gave us his name in the NT: Jesus Christ. He's not a generic GOD or a genie that you can rub the right way.
I've been thinking a lot about the condition of my heart. I know this past week it's been a heart of complaint. Maybe it'll be different now?
As a Christian, we're always growing--we can't fall back. But why does my heart feel so...void of emotion? Why does it only find short term joy singing praises, but no joy while reading the Bible? Where has this legalistic heart gone to?
I've been thinking a lot about the condition of my heart. I know this past week it's been a heart of complaint. Maybe it'll be different now?
As a Christian, we're always growing--we can't fall back. But why does my heart feel so...void of emotion? Why does it only find short term joy singing praises, but no joy while reading the Bible? Where has this legalistic heart gone to?