think that it might rain this afternoon
all the honey for me
At least we've had… a couple of dryish days :|a. Kind of weird for this time of year! …does T2 think about people putting honey in their blends? Maybe I will ask that next time. :|a
Fic exchanges: got the prompt that really pinged me, YESSSSSS. *fistpump!* I… am not sure how the idea happened, but transformation pings! so WHO CARES FIGHT ME only it doesn't work like that, self, we cool If it had been a different fandom… WELL whatevs we cool! Only… there's a crystal hard joke begging to be made and that's… not meant to be a reference, okay, but I don't think I can not make it, it is so there.
So uh state of affairs! Which… is mostly about me trying to get my head together, I guess.
desertdaggers: Hawk (Seiken Densetsu 3) [Luministi/memes/maybe other?]
So I think I reached a fairly even keel with Hawk, which… hmm. Not sure I'm okay with that- I… really kind of think he should have responded more to some things and had trauma dragged out more. So… yeah. So a lot of stuff got pushed down! Not… quite to the point of absolute denial, but that would… mostly be because no one asked about it and why… dig that up when it's pretty much going to be repressed again…. Better to get on with things and focus on the moment. Being positive about going wasn't an act- the Sword is I guess basically a promise that things will improve!
Except… well, basically, Hawk is going to the point where things flip from "we're going to fix everything" to "the bad guys have the power and we're playing damage control". So things are probably going to be different and he'll be unsettled and upset and I'm not quite sure how to handle that yet but \o/?? Hopefully?
…I'd actually really like to take him from pretty much the worst point in the game- post giving up the Sword and finding out the Mana Stones have cracked apart, just for the sheer "god, so everything we just did was… pretty much a waste of time and things… aren't really going to get better are they…". It doesn't give a lot of time for Hawk to have weird dreams but hmm. :xa We'll see!
desertshadows: Hawk/Eagle [Edensphere]
…so uh that was… not all it could have been? I had fun but I don't think I really… went about things the right way, talked to people enough. orz He's worked out what was pinging him about the Tree, at least! He… didn't really tell anyone much about his world or name, though he probably ended up mentioning to anyone who wanted to visit his world that it would be better to call him Hawk than Eagle because awkward! …it probably ended up happening anyway. OH WELL. Shenanigans!
…all in all, I guess it was a learning experience.
brushworkmother: Amaterasu (Okami) [no game/memes]
Still pretty fun! I need to replay the game, I think, and it's pretty tricky when she doesn't have a voice in-game, but… yeah. She bounces off people okay! I'd like to throw her at more castmates if I see them, I guess!
…I'm not sure she cares that much about dresses, but definitely about chests, haha.
zephyraudacia: Bartz Klauser (Final Fantasy 5/Dissida compliant) [no game/memes/game maybe?]
Doing pretty okay! I want to throw him at more people, though, he's really just. not meeting enough. But the crystal thread with was pretty awesome! all the pings kyaaah kyaaah
fireflyheir: John Egbert (Homestuck) [no game/memes/something maybe?]
Oh, man. All the awkward! I'm not sure I've really got John's voice at this stage, and there are people who sound so great… It's really thrilling to play with some of these people, but at the same time I'm usually going "aaaahhhhh /)_(\" about my own tags so it's all kind of awkward and anxious.
gilded_voice: Dahy (OC) [no game/memes/idk]
…h-hah ha. ha.
Okay so this is generally awkward because hey, OCs! Even more awkward to throw at people than other characters. Also haha guess who has two thumbs, isn't that great at worldbuilding and kind of slow to boot? Yeaaaaaah.
General thoughts: Be out more, I guess? :|a Worldbuild some for OCs and AUs, there's one I'd like to play from that's hanging around in my head from a kink meme fic idea… that would probably be awkward on lots of levels.
I'd like to app somewhere, too, but. Not too sure about that. Someone who's actually familiar with technology at Luministi, maybe! I… kind of want to app from T&B, but nooooooot sure.
…and I want to keyword an icon set for Dave to "Maybe This Time For Sure". Haha. We'll see how that goes I guess!
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At least we've had… a couple of dryish days :|a. Kind of weird for this time of year! …does T2 think about people putting honey in their blends? Maybe I will ask that next time. :|a
Fic exchanges: got the prompt that really pinged me, YESSSSSS. *fistpump!* I… am not sure how the idea happened, but transformation pings! so WHO CARES FIGHT ME only it doesn't work like that, self, we cool If it had been a different fandom… WELL whatevs we cool! Only… there's a crystal hard joke begging to be made and that's… not meant to be a reference, okay, but I don't think I can not make it, it is so there.
So uh state of affairs! Which… is mostly about me trying to get my head together, I guess.
desertdaggers: Hawk (Seiken Densetsu 3) [Luministi/memes/maybe other?]
So I think I reached a fairly even keel with Hawk, which… hmm. Not sure I'm okay with that- I… really kind of think he should have responded more to some things and had trauma dragged out more. So… yeah. So a lot of stuff got pushed down! Not… quite to the point of absolute denial, but that would… mostly be because no one asked about it and why… dig that up when it's pretty much going to be repressed again…. Better to get on with things and focus on the moment. Being positive about going wasn't an act- the Sword is I guess basically a promise that things will improve!
Except… well, basically, Hawk is going to the point where things flip from "we're going to fix everything" to "the bad guys have the power and we're playing damage control". So things are probably going to be different and he'll be unsettled and upset and I'm not quite sure how to handle that yet but \o/?? Hopefully?
…I'd actually really like to take him from pretty much the worst point in the game- post giving up the Sword and finding out the Mana Stones have cracked apart, just for the sheer "god, so everything we just did was… pretty much a waste of time and things… aren't really going to get better are they…". It doesn't give a lot of time for Hawk to have weird dreams but hmm. :xa We'll see!
desertshadows: Hawk/Eagle [Edensphere]
…so uh that was… not all it could have been? I had fun but I don't think I really… went about things the right way, talked to people enough. orz He's worked out what was pinging him about the Tree, at least! He… didn't really tell anyone much about his world or name, though he probably ended up mentioning to anyone who wanted to visit his world that it would be better to call him Hawk than Eagle because awkward! …it probably ended up happening anyway. OH WELL. Shenanigans!
…all in all, I guess it was a learning experience.
brushworkmother: Amaterasu (Okami) [no game/memes]
Still pretty fun! I need to replay the game, I think, and it's pretty tricky when she doesn't have a voice in-game, but… yeah. She bounces off people okay! I'd like to throw her at more castmates if I see them, I guess!
…I'm not sure she cares that much about dresses, but definitely about chests, haha.
zephyraudacia: Bartz Klauser (Final Fantasy 5/Dissida compliant) [no game/memes/game maybe?]
Doing pretty okay! I want to throw him at more people, though, he's really just. not meeting enough. But the crystal thread with was pretty awesome! all the pings kyaaah kyaaah
fireflyheir: John Egbert (Homestuck) [no game/memes/something maybe?]
Oh, man. All the awkward! I'm not sure I've really got John's voice at this stage, and there are people who sound so great… It's really thrilling to play with some of these people, but at the same time I'm usually going "aaaahhhhh /)_(\" about my own tags so it's all kind of awkward and anxious.
gilded_voice: Dahy (OC) [no game/memes/idk]
…h-hah ha. ha.
Okay so this is generally awkward because hey, OCs! Even more awkward to throw at people than other characters. Also haha guess who has two thumbs, isn't that great at worldbuilding and kind of slow to boot? Yeaaaaaah.
General thoughts: Be out more, I guess? :|a Worldbuild some for OCs and AUs, there's one I'd like to play from that's hanging around in my head from a kink meme fic idea… that would probably be awkward on lots of levels.
I'd like to app somewhere, too, but. Not too sure about that. Someone who's actually familiar with technology at Luministi, maybe! I… kind of want to app from T&B, but nooooooot sure.
…and I want to keyword an icon set for Dave to "Maybe This Time For Sure". Haha. We'll see how that goes I guess!
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