Dec 29, 2005 21:11
I'm depressed to the point of not eating nor taking my meds and chugging a bottle of wine. My throat hurts and I feel like absolute shit. Brent is high on a fever and the last time I talked to him he was shivering and said something along the lines of, "so how about you and your friends gang banging Sedona?" I asked him to explain but he could only say, "You know, that part of your mind? Where you and your friends are going around Sedona and taking things?" Poor boy. And Megan is pissed at me. I don't even want to deal with that right now. I want to sleep things off but I know that I can't unless someone hits me over the head with a bat or I chug a bottle of Yellow Tail wine. I miss Lisa. I miss Nat too, but at least I know she's in a safe place. I just want to be able to talk to Lisa again. It's making me sick not knowing how she's doing. This wine is giving me a headache. I better drink it fast. Eat drink be merry and die.