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... To take my life always in excess and illness; to have too much and then none, and too much again. Oscillation became habit became comfort -- I was no longer living an interim life, but had become that which I'd always warded off as being impermanent. I was a wanderer -- I was a vagrant -- I was a living legend so consumed by her own story, the only seeming way to live was to grow it. ...