Jul 15, 2005 23:07
melissa, love,
you are a very brave girl. but if you want to come home then that’s ok. you shouldn't have to be miserable if you have a chance to be happy. we miss you. it's ok that your scared and don't like it there. i know you wanted to spend some time with your dad, but you don't have to stay down there for a year. you can come home any time. why don't you come home with your brother? you can try to live with your dad some other year. he wont turn you away. you are both wanted and needed here. don't push yourself to go through this just because you said you would. you will have to do plenty of that when you are on your own. but right now you are still a kid. and its alright to say you made a mistake. the good thing is, is no one will think differently of you no matter what you do. if you stay down there, or if you come home now. you will still have friends here waiting for you to return, and who will smother you with their love when you do. that will not change. i know its hard moving to a new place were you don't know anyone. i do know. i have moved tones of times (but not nearly as much as my mom) to know how scary it is. and how along you feel. but we are there for you. always. now you think about this hard. just forget about every thing else and think what’s is best for you. and if staying there is what’s best then stay there and we will be waiting for you to return. or if coming home is the best thing for you then so be it. no matter when you return though, we will still have a big-ass ddr party. (heeheehe)
just remember that no mater what you do we will be here for you. now i have to go. but i will be home this coming up monday night. you can call me ok. now i love you and i want you to be safe. try not to worry to much. and get plenty of rest. bye lovie.
love Sarah. =^_^=