Fan fic Asylum - Chapter 17
Title: Asylum
Characters: Kato Shigeaki, OC, Tegoshi Yuya, Masuda Takahisa, Koyama Keichiro, Yamashita Tomohisa, Horikita Maki, Ryo Nishikido, Fujigaya Taisuke, Kimura Takuya, Gackt.
Rating: G15 to 17 maybe?
Disclaimer: I own the story ONLY
Summary: When a group of mentally unstable people are the sanest people in a room, there is something wrong....
Chapter 17
Shige was tired. He hadn’t been able to sleep the night before, after what had happened with Erika how could he? Not the first part, that had been amazing, but what happened afterwards with whatever that was behind the door. It still gave him the chills every time he thought about it. He hadn’t seen or heard anything at first, but then the door started banging and he heard a loud scream at the moment the door had opened, becoming loose at the hinds.
Another thing that was disturbing his sleep was those markings on the walls and floors. After he and Erika had returned and told the others what had happened they had gone to each of their rooms and had discovered the same markings hidden somewhere. They had also checked other rooms and found nothing. And they were still in the dark about everything else.
It was the next morning and he and Tegoshi had come back from Erika’s room. She had slept in their room again but when she had to come back to her room they had walked… well crawled the vents back with her. He hated the thought of her alone in that room, but she wouldn’t be there for long.
Tegoshi was pacing up and down the room.
"Tegoshi, what is it?” Shige had the hunch that there was something else on the other man’s mind.
His roommate turned around and Shige and there was a frown and something in his eyes but it was gone so fast, replaced by a wink and a smile, that Shige was almost convinced they hadn’t been there. However, by now he knew his roommate "What's wrong?"
"I have to leave the room for a while."
Shige's jaw dropped. "What?"
"Sorry I can't stay in a room with anybody for some days. I'll tell Kimura sensei, he is usually fine with changing room when it comes to us.” Yes, Kimura sensei was very accommodating when it was them, which always baffled Shige and made him wonder…
“I wish G was here," Tegoshi sighed, interrupting Shige’s rambling thoughts.
"Wait, wait. What's this about? Is this about how you are dangerous and you can't be around people?"
Tegoshi bit his lip and looked down.
"I think it's time you told me what you can do and why it makes you dangerous."
Tegoshi didn’t say anything, but at least sat down on one of the chairs licking and biting on his lower lip.
"You are going to chew your lip raw!" Shige snapped after an eternity waiting for the other man to speak. "Sorry" he said after taking a deep breath "Look, you don’t have to tell me everything. I just want to understand why you are so scared and if there is anything I can do. I honestly don’t like the idea of you being alone with all that's happened."
Tegoshi sighed "I guess I owe it to you. You did tell me about you and I did get what happened with Erika out of you. Don't feel bad I got it out of her, too." He said with a small smile.
"You are evil." Shige chuckled.
His smile disappeared. "In more ways than you know."
Shige frowned. The guys was a little manipulative to get what he wanted but he was definitely not... evil.
“I told you before I’m a medium.”
“Yes, but I’m not sure what it means.”
“It means that spirits can use me, well they can posses me. I don’t know when it started. I know that I was given to tantrums… violent ones so maybe it had always happened, except, what can a spirit do in the body of a baby or toddler?” Shige nodded even though he wasn’t sure if he was following.
“Anyway, my mother knew I was possessed. I don’t really know how. She was very religious and well she used to say that she had expected it. ‘I knew it, you were never supposed to happen, I knew that you would turn out this way from the beginning’ she used to mumble. Bottom line is she didn’t send me to doctors to try to cure me, she called priests and monks to exorcise me. It wasn’t… I mean I got out of it beat up and exhausted but I guess it did help. None of the spirits stayed inside so…”
Tegoshi stood up and seemed like he was about to start pacing again but instead leaned back against the small desk.
“Anyway, my mum was not right in the head, you know? That’s where I come from, I guess. At first it wasn’t that bad. My dad was with us and he would keep her from getting too out of hand. He also knew I was getting possessed but he stopped things from getting too… intense. I remember him telling how to try to stop it at time, he understood…” Tegoshi stopped talking and just looked at his hands nibbling on his lip once again.
“But he just disappeared when I was 7, just left. I don’t blame him. Can you imagine living with a religious nut and a demon ridden son? At night, sometimes he would come while he thought I was asleep. He would touch my hair and say ‘I’m sorry, sorry,’ over and over again. I remember wondering what he was sorry about. I guess he had been thinking about leaving for quite some time.
I went to live with my father’s father. That was the best. Grandpa was nice to me and he was never mad at me when the demons came. He would tie me up, yes, but he never hurt me. He never said I was a mistake. He did look sad all the time but I understood, he was stuck with me even though his health was not good.
“It didn’t last long. Probably tension and the situation caught up to him and he passed away a year later. I was back with my mother and she got worse. She called exorcists even when I wasn’t possessed. She said that I was attracting demons and so I must be a demon myself. I wonder why she never killed me…” He looked pensive for a few seconds before he shrugged.
“Many priests refused to perform any type of ritual on a child. She found someone eventually and when was possessed again. I don’t remember much of the first part. When I’m possessed I don’t really know what’s happening. The spirit left half way through but the priest and my mother thought that they needed to finish driving the evil out of me. That’s when I got this.” Tegoshi took off his t-shirt and turned around. Shige had already seen the scar but now he could see the detail. It was a cross and the burnt even showed an intricate design.
“What the… did they burn you with a cross?”
Tegoshi shrugged. “Then I would have the mark of God to protect me. It’s okay, I recover very quickly. G said it is part of my ability; since the possessions are usually violent, I bounce back fast from them.
“Anyway, that day one of the neighbors heard the screaming and shouting and called the police. I remember bits and parts. The police burst in and took them. Then I remember someone lifting me up and then I was in a hospital bed. I tried to explain the doctors I was dangerous, that I might hurt them. When I’m possessed I change. I’m… stronger, I don’t know how to describe it because I’ve never really seen it myself but I have hurt people. Of course they though my mother had pass on her delusions to me. I ended up in children centers. Everybody liked me at first but after the first time they saw me possessed they transferred me.
“They did that for almost a year. I ended up with a foster family. They were actually nice and they specialized on difficult cases. They were so nice to me. I started to feel it coming and I tried to hide but…” he shrugged. “They ended up calling a doctor, I think I broke a doctor’s arm or something… I hurt two of the children in the home before they could stop me. They decided I WAS a danger and I was brought here.”
“How old were you?”
“Almost 13. My mother had also been locked up. I honestly don’t know if she is out or what happened to her. She never tried to contact me, I didn’t expected her to… I mean I…” He frowned and shook his head “No, I didn’t really expected her to try to find me. I ended up here in the children’s ward, though I was isolated due to my ‘psychotic outburst.’ Then, I got a new doctor and he helped me. He even saw one of the ‘outbursts’ and he believed me when I said I was possessed. It was G.”
“He used to be a doctor here?”
Tegoshi nodded. “Kamui Gakuto sensei. He was really good too. He medicated me and it worked. It didn’t completely stop the possession but they were much further apart. It’s been a couple years since the last one. He was more than just a doctor; I guess I needed a father figure that he could fill, so I adopted him. Not that I said anything, I worried all the time that he would have enough and leave, but he didn’t. At 15 the children’s ward was closed down and I was transferred to the adults’ ward. I little after that Erika came. She was my age and she was like me and once I harassed her until she caved in and talked to me, I adopted her too. See, I had a dad and a sister now.” He laughed again, a little livelier now. “She was also G’s patient and he believed she could actually talk to ghosts. There were others with abilities, too, all patients of his.”
“How did he end up locked up?”
“I never knew the whole story. I guess he started telling people that we weren’t crazy and then Erika told him something she heard from another inmate. A dead inmate. She was supposed to have committed suicide, but she told Erika one of the male nurses was abusing some of the women and killed her to shut her up. She came to me and we noticed that he was looking the women, the youngest ones, in a weird way so we decided to tell G. The man showed up dead and G ended up here as a violent patient. It was said that working with us made his own unknown pathology more acute. We felt guilty for a long time but then we were allowed to see him. He told us that what happened was not our fault that he hadn’t killed the man but since he had been trying to convince people not all the crazies were crazy they had just locked him up. He kept helping us even from that place.”
“So he’s not really a violent patient?”
“Well, he is violent… but only when he defends us or something really bad happens… Anyway, that’s more or less how it all happened. You know, Erika also saw me get possessed. I felt it coming so I was restrained but it was still nasty. She didn’t even flinch. Okay, I was pretty much her only friend here, or anywhere else but still, she stood by me. Then the rest came and you know the story.” Silence. “Questions, comments?”
“Uuhhmm several. Okay. You said that G had patients with abilities. What happened to them? Are they still here?”
“No. They are part of the patients who disappeared. I think a couple of them were transferred. The only ones of his patients left are Erika and I.”
“Have weird things been happening since you came here?”
“Yes. I’m sure you felt it too. Voices, seeing things out of the corner of your eye, even being followed. It all happened before I came but I don’t know more than what we already told you”
“Okay. So, now the drugs are losing their effect and you think you might get possessed and hurt me because you think that somehow you are evil.”
Tegoshi looked down and whispered, “yeah.”
“Okay. Look, even if it’s as bad as you say, I don’t believe you’re evil. Manipulative, loud and annoying yes, but not evil. I’m not gonna lie, I do feel like freaking out a little. Part of me doesn’t really believe you are that dangerous. And part of me… well just went to a happy place ‘cause it can’t cope. But if you were evil, your face would have changed. The drugs have worn off by now, and I see freaky faces all over now, and you still look the same. Besides, I know that I would feel like the worst shit in the world if I let you stay alone and something happens to you.”
“You wouldn’t be…”
“AND, Biceps would swoop in and be a hero and stay with you and that would really mess up my day, week, and month, possibly the whole year, so you are staying and we’ll figure something out and that’s that. And let’s just go take a shower and let me freak out on the inside.”
In silence, they made their way to the showers.
This time I was able to update soon. I wanted to do an update before mid terms came. I
I hope you enjoyed the story (which came with a poster this time xD )
As always comments are appreciated!!
Characters: Kato Shigeaki, OC, Tegoshi Yuya, Masuda Takahisa, Koyama Keichiro, Yamashita Tomohisa, Horikita Maki, Ryo Nishikido, Fujigaya Taisuke, Kimura Takuya, Gackt.
Rating: G15 to 17 maybe?
Disclaimer: I own the story ONLY
Summary: When a group of mentally unstable people are the sanest people in a room, there is something wrong....
Chapter 17
Shige was tired. He hadn’t been able to sleep the night before, after what had happened with Erika how could he? Not the first part, that had been amazing, but what happened afterwards with whatever that was behind the door. It still gave him the chills every time he thought about it. He hadn’t seen or heard anything at first, but then the door started banging and he heard a loud scream at the moment the door had opened, becoming loose at the hinds.
Another thing that was disturbing his sleep was those markings on the walls and floors. After he and Erika had returned and told the others what had happened they had gone to each of their rooms and had discovered the same markings hidden somewhere. They had also checked other rooms and found nothing. And they were still in the dark about everything else.
It was the next morning and he and Tegoshi had come back from Erika’s room. She had slept in their room again but when she had to come back to her room they had walked… well crawled the vents back with her. He hated the thought of her alone in that room, but she wouldn’t be there for long.
Tegoshi was pacing up and down the room.
"Tegoshi, what is it?” Shige had the hunch that there was something else on the other man’s mind.
His roommate turned around and Shige and there was a frown and something in his eyes but it was gone so fast, replaced by a wink and a smile, that Shige was almost convinced they hadn’t been there. However, by now he knew his roommate "What's wrong?"
"I have to leave the room for a while."
Shige's jaw dropped. "What?"
"Sorry I can't stay in a room with anybody for some days. I'll tell Kimura sensei, he is usually fine with changing room when it comes to us.” Yes, Kimura sensei was very accommodating when it was them, which always baffled Shige and made him wonder…
“I wish G was here," Tegoshi sighed, interrupting Shige’s rambling thoughts.
"Wait, wait. What's this about? Is this about how you are dangerous and you can't be around people?"
Tegoshi bit his lip and looked down.
"I think it's time you told me what you can do and why it makes you dangerous."
Tegoshi didn’t say anything, but at least sat down on one of the chairs licking and biting on his lower lip.
"You are going to chew your lip raw!" Shige snapped after an eternity waiting for the other man to speak. "Sorry" he said after taking a deep breath "Look, you don’t have to tell me everything. I just want to understand why you are so scared and if there is anything I can do. I honestly don’t like the idea of you being alone with all that's happened."
Tegoshi sighed "I guess I owe it to you. You did tell me about you and I did get what happened with Erika out of you. Don't feel bad I got it out of her, too." He said with a small smile.
"You are evil." Shige chuckled.
His smile disappeared. "In more ways than you know."
Shige frowned. The guys was a little manipulative to get what he wanted but he was definitely not... evil.
“I told you before I’m a medium.”
“Yes, but I’m not sure what it means.”
“It means that spirits can use me, well they can posses me. I don’t know when it started. I know that I was given to tantrums… violent ones so maybe it had always happened, except, what can a spirit do in the body of a baby or toddler?” Shige nodded even though he wasn’t sure if he was following.
“Anyway, my mother knew I was possessed. I don’t really know how. She was very religious and well she used to say that she had expected it. ‘I knew it, you were never supposed to happen, I knew that you would turn out this way from the beginning’ she used to mumble. Bottom line is she didn’t send me to doctors to try to cure me, she called priests and monks to exorcise me. It wasn’t… I mean I got out of it beat up and exhausted but I guess it did help. None of the spirits stayed inside so…”
Tegoshi stood up and seemed like he was about to start pacing again but instead leaned back against the small desk.
“Anyway, my mum was not right in the head, you know? That’s where I come from, I guess. At first it wasn’t that bad. My dad was with us and he would keep her from getting too out of hand. He also knew I was getting possessed but he stopped things from getting too… intense. I remember him telling how to try to stop it at time, he understood…” Tegoshi stopped talking and just looked at his hands nibbling on his lip once again.
“But he just disappeared when I was 7, just left. I don’t blame him. Can you imagine living with a religious nut and a demon ridden son? At night, sometimes he would come while he thought I was asleep. He would touch my hair and say ‘I’m sorry, sorry,’ over and over again. I remember wondering what he was sorry about. I guess he had been thinking about leaving for quite some time.
I went to live with my father’s father. That was the best. Grandpa was nice to me and he was never mad at me when the demons came. He would tie me up, yes, but he never hurt me. He never said I was a mistake. He did look sad all the time but I understood, he was stuck with me even though his health was not good.
“It didn’t last long. Probably tension and the situation caught up to him and he passed away a year later. I was back with my mother and she got worse. She called exorcists even when I wasn’t possessed. She said that I was attracting demons and so I must be a demon myself. I wonder why she never killed me…” He looked pensive for a few seconds before he shrugged.
“Many priests refused to perform any type of ritual on a child. She found someone eventually and when was possessed again. I don’t remember much of the first part. When I’m possessed I don’t really know what’s happening. The spirit left half way through but the priest and my mother thought that they needed to finish driving the evil out of me. That’s when I got this.” Tegoshi took off his t-shirt and turned around. Shige had already seen the scar but now he could see the detail. It was a cross and the burnt even showed an intricate design.
“What the… did they burn you with a cross?”
Tegoshi shrugged. “Then I would have the mark of God to protect me. It’s okay, I recover very quickly. G said it is part of my ability; since the possessions are usually violent, I bounce back fast from them.
“Anyway, that day one of the neighbors heard the screaming and shouting and called the police. I remember bits and parts. The police burst in and took them. Then I remember someone lifting me up and then I was in a hospital bed. I tried to explain the doctors I was dangerous, that I might hurt them. When I’m possessed I change. I’m… stronger, I don’t know how to describe it because I’ve never really seen it myself but I have hurt people. Of course they though my mother had pass on her delusions to me. I ended up in children centers. Everybody liked me at first but after the first time they saw me possessed they transferred me.
“They did that for almost a year. I ended up with a foster family. They were actually nice and they specialized on difficult cases. They were so nice to me. I started to feel it coming and I tried to hide but…” he shrugged. “They ended up calling a doctor, I think I broke a doctor’s arm or something… I hurt two of the children in the home before they could stop me. They decided I WAS a danger and I was brought here.”
“How old were you?”
“Almost 13. My mother had also been locked up. I honestly don’t know if she is out or what happened to her. She never tried to contact me, I didn’t expected her to… I mean I…” He frowned and shook his head “No, I didn’t really expected her to try to find me. I ended up here in the children’s ward, though I was isolated due to my ‘psychotic outburst.’ Then, I got a new doctor and he helped me. He even saw one of the ‘outbursts’ and he believed me when I said I was possessed. It was G.”
“He used to be a doctor here?”
Tegoshi nodded. “Kamui Gakuto sensei. He was really good too. He medicated me and it worked. It didn’t completely stop the possession but they were much further apart. It’s been a couple years since the last one. He was more than just a doctor; I guess I needed a father figure that he could fill, so I adopted him. Not that I said anything, I worried all the time that he would have enough and leave, but he didn’t. At 15 the children’s ward was closed down and I was transferred to the adults’ ward. I little after that Erika came. She was my age and she was like me and once I harassed her until she caved in and talked to me, I adopted her too. See, I had a dad and a sister now.” He laughed again, a little livelier now. “She was also G’s patient and he believed she could actually talk to ghosts. There were others with abilities, too, all patients of his.”
“How did he end up locked up?”
“I never knew the whole story. I guess he started telling people that we weren’t crazy and then Erika told him something she heard from another inmate. A dead inmate. She was supposed to have committed suicide, but she told Erika one of the male nurses was abusing some of the women and killed her to shut her up. She came to me and we noticed that he was looking the women, the youngest ones, in a weird way so we decided to tell G. The man showed up dead and G ended up here as a violent patient. It was said that working with us made his own unknown pathology more acute. We felt guilty for a long time but then we were allowed to see him. He told us that what happened was not our fault that he hadn’t killed the man but since he had been trying to convince people not all the crazies were crazy they had just locked him up. He kept helping us even from that place.”
“So he’s not really a violent patient?”
“Well, he is violent… but only when he defends us or something really bad happens… Anyway, that’s more or less how it all happened. You know, Erika also saw me get possessed. I felt it coming so I was restrained but it was still nasty. She didn’t even flinch. Okay, I was pretty much her only friend here, or anywhere else but still, she stood by me. Then the rest came and you know the story.” Silence. “Questions, comments?”
“Uuhhmm several. Okay. You said that G had patients with abilities. What happened to them? Are they still here?”
“No. They are part of the patients who disappeared. I think a couple of them were transferred. The only ones of his patients left are Erika and I.”
“Have weird things been happening since you came here?”
“Yes. I’m sure you felt it too. Voices, seeing things out of the corner of your eye, even being followed. It all happened before I came but I don’t know more than what we already told you”
“Okay. So, now the drugs are losing their effect and you think you might get possessed and hurt me because you think that somehow you are evil.”
Tegoshi looked down and whispered, “yeah.”
“Okay. Look, even if it’s as bad as you say, I don’t believe you’re evil. Manipulative, loud and annoying yes, but not evil. I’m not gonna lie, I do feel like freaking out a little. Part of me doesn’t really believe you are that dangerous. And part of me… well just went to a happy place ‘cause it can’t cope. But if you were evil, your face would have changed. The drugs have worn off by now, and I see freaky faces all over now, and you still look the same. Besides, I know that I would feel like the worst shit in the world if I let you stay alone and something happens to you.”
“You wouldn’t be…”
“AND, Biceps would swoop in and be a hero and stay with you and that would really mess up my day, week, and month, possibly the whole year, so you are staying and we’ll figure something out and that’s that. And let’s just go take a shower and let me freak out on the inside.”
In silence, they made their way to the showers.
This time I was able to update soon. I wanted to do an update before mid terms came. I
I hope you enjoyed the story (which came with a poster this time xD )
As always comments are appreciated!!