Feb 19, 2004 19:48
Last night showed me something. My current drug habit isn't very rewarding. It's merely a shadow of what it used to be. I guess I'm trying to cling to some part of my former life, and the drugs are the most readily availible. I'm sorry if I upset or dissapoint anyone with what I do, but it's a temporary escape from my pained reality. And since my situation in life shows no signs of improvement, I'll take what I can get, even if it's just a quick fix.