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I feel sad. D: So very sad. Where is everyone? This place is deserted now that Dem-mun has just... dissipated into thin air.
I have schoolwork to do but it's not getting done. I had a post I wanted to put here on the logs, but it's not getting done. I had plans for church! and youth projects! but they aren't getting done. ._. I can't seem to get anything done. I'm normally pretty blah during the holidays anyways, especially Christmas (it's the most wonder87)@*($U!JKful time of the year...); this year is just.. extra worse. D: My last boyfriend's anniversary (he's an ex now) is...well... on Christmas! lol. And I was looking forward to spending it with my buddy, but he has to be at his place for Christmas... doing nothing but be ignored! Sort of like what I'm doing to do, since my family doesn't celebrate at all! So it's going to be pretty lonely. I'm going to lose my mind if it snows. I love snow, but I hate sharing it with... noone.
On that note, I'm really lonely. When I feel the desperate need to talk to someone, even you guys XD! ... no one is there! I wake up in the mornings feeling depressed because I'm so used to someone coming over everyday now, and no one is there anymore. He's gone. ;~;
But the trip was awesome! That's one reason that I've been MIA; I'd been hanging out with my friend and I knew my time was limited, so I enjoyed myself while I could. Now it's back to the major grind of school, school, church, school, and crying. XD I've been sobbing nonstop, lol...
Moving onwards; I'll be busy the next month or so, probably; but I'll be on MSN and AIM so feel free to IM me up anytime you'd like! Sora~ You're always welcome to call me, but I'll let it be known that I no longer can receive calls for free if I'm not in my peak hours or whatever you call it (free hours) now. So if you want to call, make sure it's like.. 11-8 your time, or weekends! Or keep the call short, that works too. x) ...unless you have Verizon. That's what I have. :D So Vrzn-Vrzn = free $!... I mean, free!
Anyways I just wanted to post and rant because I'm really bored and lonely and ... well... going insane so I thought I'd get my literary juices at its minimum flow. XD
>> I need ideas for an RP forum/site. Rrrr...
I have schoolwork to do but it's not getting done. I had a post I wanted to put here on the logs, but it's not getting done. I had plans for church! and youth projects! but they aren't getting done. ._. I can't seem to get anything done. I'm normally pretty blah during the holidays anyways, especially Christmas (it's the most wonder87)@*($U!JKful time of the year...); this year is just.. extra worse. D: My last boyfriend's anniversary (he's an ex now) is...well... on Christmas! lol. And I was looking forward to spending it with my buddy, but he has to be at his place for Christmas... doing nothing but be ignored! Sort of like what I'm doing to do, since my family doesn't celebrate at all! So it's going to be pretty lonely. I'm going to lose my mind if it snows. I love snow, but I hate sharing it with... noone.
On that note, I'm really lonely. When I feel the desperate need to talk to someone, even you guys XD! ... no one is there! I wake up in the mornings feeling depressed because I'm so used to someone coming over everyday now, and no one is there anymore. He's gone. ;~;
But the trip was awesome! That's one reason that I've been MIA; I'd been hanging out with my friend and I knew my time was limited, so I enjoyed myself while I could. Now it's back to the major grind of school, school, church, school, and crying. XD I've been sobbing nonstop, lol...
Moving onwards; I'll be busy the next month or so, probably; but I'll be on MSN and AIM so feel free to IM me up anytime you'd like! Sora~ You're always welcome to call me, but I'll let it be known that I no longer can receive calls for free if I'm not in my peak hours or whatever you call it (free hours) now. So if you want to call, make sure it's like.. 11-8 your time, or weekends! Or keep the call short, that works too. x) ...unless you have Verizon. That's what I have. :D So Vrzn-Vrzn = free $!... I mean, free!
Anyways I just wanted to post and rant because I'm really bored and lonely and ... well... going insane so I thought I'd get my literary juices at its minimum flow. XD
>> I need ideas for an RP forum/site. Rrrr...