feeling like i've had enough.
i'm exhausted.
i only just got home.
i was on the floors until 6pm.
just so much to do and i can't do it in the 8-h day i am given.
i'm not that fast. i can't whiz through the charts and understand every flippin medical abbrev/illegable handwritting/diagnosis and test results i... always get the cath and echo mixed up. nothing sticks. i can't remember. i'm not a doctor or a nurse. i haven't been trained. i just can't seem to remember everything. i have a rotten memory... by the time i get home i'm exhausted. i have other stuff to get done by the next morning. i haven't been able to catch up on all the disease-related things. i guess i manage my time poorly or something.
and i had really bad back pain today. now it's not as bad. it went to my kidneys. UTI. it's resolving though. so that's good.
i have so much work to do tonight. write-up 4 consults. prepare same 4 databases + 1 new. i'm supposed to have my drug cards ready for my dietitian tomorrow, she wants to see. don't know if i'll get to that.. still haven't finished that diet history from last night. i did another one today, that has to be done sometime. and my lovely mcgill coordinator is coming to watch me with patients tomorrow morning. i have to be so prepared when presenting my patients... i have to prepare tonight.
i lasted through the day, now i only have to last through the night.
deep breath.
ok, complaining over. just have to get through tonight and tomorrow.
but i've had enough. enough... can't wait to be done.
i only just got home.
i was on the floors until 6pm.
just so much to do and i can't do it in the 8-h day i am given.
i'm not that fast. i can't whiz through the charts and understand every flippin medical abbrev/illegable handwritting/diagnosis and test results i... always get the cath and echo mixed up. nothing sticks. i can't remember. i'm not a doctor or a nurse. i haven't been trained. i just can't seem to remember everything. i have a rotten memory... by the time i get home i'm exhausted. i have other stuff to get done by the next morning. i haven't been able to catch up on all the disease-related things. i guess i manage my time poorly or something.
and i had really bad back pain today. now it's not as bad. it went to my kidneys. UTI. it's resolving though. so that's good.
i have so much work to do tonight. write-up 4 consults. prepare same 4 databases + 1 new. i'm supposed to have my drug cards ready for my dietitian tomorrow, she wants to see. don't know if i'll get to that.. still haven't finished that diet history from last night. i did another one today, that has to be done sometime. and my lovely mcgill coordinator is coming to watch me with patients tomorrow morning. i have to be so prepared when presenting my patients... i have to prepare tonight.
i lasted through the day, now i only have to last through the night.
deep breath.
ok, complaining over. just have to get through tonight and tomorrow.
but i've had enough. enough... can't wait to be done.