May 10, 2010 07:15
Dear Yong Junhyung,
When I first heard of the group B2st, I didn't even know you. Not one tiny bit. I only took interest on Doojoon cause I've seen him on Hot Blood. I started to like B2st then because of Yoon leader's epic humor. I don't even know how you stole my heart from him. I don't remember how or when you took my heart. A lot of people say that you aren't the most attractive member in B2st, I agree, really I do. Dongwoon is a whole lot better looking than you. So is Doojoon. But why the hell am I staying up all night trying to know more about you. Why the hell am I going to Korea during winter to watch Gayo Daejun and stalk you as my 18th birthday gift. Why am I dying to win a signed cd just cause I know you held that cd. Why did all my love for Nichkhun got sucked up when I laid my eyes on you. Why the hell am I writing this at 7:07 in the morning when I haven't slept yet. I have so many questions that may never be answered. But what I know for sure is that I've fallen. Fallen more than a fangirl should have fallen. Fallen in love with you.
On days when I'm feeling down. Tears streaming down my eyes, I look for comfort in your voice. Your laughter, that laughter that sounds like your hiccuping, makes me smile. Your smile, that playful grin of your, makes my heart skip a beat. Your imperfect skin that looks so good even without makeup. Your voice that's full of passion.
I know the day will come when I'll see you in person. Just the thought of that makes my heart jump for joy. I don't know what will happen when I see you with my two eyes. I don't know what I will do when you say my name. To you, I may just be a crazed fangirl who'll forget you when she meets a new and better idol, but to me, Yong Junhyung, you've become my heart.
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Ok. Whew. It feels good that I finally let that out. x]
How can Junhyung do this to me?! ._______.