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I am all a-flutter. I have done something really bizarre and quite unorthodox.
I... I... have completed two assignments almost 4 days before they are to be handed in. I do not know what to do, there is no stress and I am not irritable nor frustrated at myself and, ultimately, at others around me.
To be honest I am quite spooked by this. Perhaps I am dreaming. Instead of those insecurity dreams where I find myself naked or crowded with a task quite impossible, i have alternatively begun to dream being assertive and quite organised and motivated. Lulling me into a false sense of satisfaction and accomplishment, only to wake up on Monday and Tuesday morning rushing to find an excuse as to why i have not got my arse into gear.
Or maybe, just maybe, I have just done it.
If i wanted, I could masturbate for hours with nothing really important to do. What a strange concept!
So this is what it feels like, when doves fly.
mwah
k
I... I... have completed two assignments almost 4 days before they are to be handed in. I do not know what to do, there is no stress and I am not irritable nor frustrated at myself and, ultimately, at others around me.
To be honest I am quite spooked by this. Perhaps I am dreaming. Instead of those insecurity dreams where I find myself naked or crowded with a task quite impossible, i have alternatively begun to dream being assertive and quite organised and motivated. Lulling me into a false sense of satisfaction and accomplishment, only to wake up on Monday and Tuesday morning rushing to find an excuse as to why i have not got my arse into gear.
Or maybe, just maybe, I have just done it.
If i wanted, I could masturbate for hours with nothing really important to do. What a strange concept!
So this is what it feels like, when doves fly.
mwah
k