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Its me again...
Been awhile since I've gotten on here. I've been meaning to write something but I keep on getting sidetracked about what I want to say.
I'm still thinking about how things have fallen into place this year for me and yet how some things are falling apart. In 2 weeks Mike is scheduled for his surgery to remove the tumor, however it seems he has completly ignored the fact that the Doc said that he would not operate if he didnt quit smoking in November. For some strange reason he seems to think that cutting back to a few cigerettes a day is helping, everytime he can't breath he seems to think that smoking helps his breathing. And the master plan is to quit the day of the operation and hopefully see if his bloodwork will pass.
*sigh* I seriously think not.
I'm having to watch him kill himself. Which sucks. This year, I've landed a killer job. I'm not without want of money, have weekends off and get off at 3:30 every day. (well not lately, got overtime) But those who are close to me are struggling. It dosent seem fair.
Paws...