wow...you can tell i have been posting to other things rather than MY OWN JOURNAL!!! oh well i guess.
So, the purpose of this entry is to think about the new year and what lies ahead. I looked back on my entry from earlier this year about things that get to me and I can safely say that some of that has not changed. I have finally obtained a career in which I now know that getting my degree was not in vain. I have been there for almost 6 months now and i freakin' love it!! I work with children who happen to have behavioral problems and mental disorders and guess what....I am having a much better experience with them than I EVER had at the restaurant.
About the other things though...I am still single so the lovey dovey shit bothers the FUCK out of me and I still wish that it would drop and die. I don't care if you do it in the privacy of your own place or even if you do it once in front of me, but seriously, all the fuckin' time?!?! REALLY?!?
ugggggggggghhhhhhh
Another thing....I still don't have the balls to tell the person I like that I...well...like 'em. I mean, it's not a big deal and I highly doubt that they would be in shock about it or anything BUT STILL...lol. I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww uuuuuuuggggggghhhhh
Right now I am pretty happy with the way my life is going and granted i do have some of those "FML!!" moments, I just sit back, take a deep breath, and think of how I have it so better than the majority of the people on this planet. Sure I'm not rich, thin, beautiful, married, or have that certain "lifestyle" but I have friends, family, and kids (whom I work with) that adore me just the way I am.
In that case, I shall say "FUCK YOU NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME OR HOW I AM! I DON'T NEED TO MAKE MYSELF BETTER BECAUSE THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THINK THAT I AM FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC AS I ALREADY AM!!"
whhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww that was pretty long winded!
I shall bid my adeiu to you all and wish you all a safe and happy new years mmmmmmmmmmmmmkay? lol
love, the bees knees, and long live...me!
kuma b!