been a while
How's everyone been?
I've been working, writing and looking for another part time/full time job
I'm contemplating on whether or not I should join the Navy.
I chose the Navy on the fact that I like to swim so I should probably think it through a little more before I do anything
I haven't seen Linda in a while, not really sure what happened with all that.
Ok, well I do but it's a whole big ugly...thing, anyway our "friendship" or whatever it was has been over since around the beginning of January.
She ended it with her silence...as lame as it sounds thats what did it, I tried to stay friends but she never answered me back so yeah, there ya go
I was bored and reading through old myspace comments and she left me some pretty nice ones about me
oh snap emo moment!
It makes me wonder how we couldn't at least try staying friends, then I also thought about other stuff like does she think about me at all?
she said she got me a watch for my birthday but I never got it, think she still has it/ever had it or has it ended up a gift to some other guy?
Was she ever telling me the truth on the times we made plans but she was suddenly impossible to get ahold of due to the shock wearing off on what happened to her?
Was what she told me about that a lie too?
I have no clue what I'd do if she called me out of the blue and wanted to see me...well I have an idea, I'd probably go see her and fuck it up haha
damn I'm awkward
oh snap emo moment over
A lot of things that happened a while ago feel like yesterday, this is odd
Anyway I'm joining a gym soon, either fitness works in south philly or bally's in port richmond, depends on the price or just how much I like the place
I have a feeling it'll be fitness works in the end which sucks cause with the average price (don't know the price yet but the average for a gym in philly)
and getting there and back a few times a week...thats about 100 bones a month.
yikes
But then its worth it, I want to get in better shape anyway and with all the free time I have I should have done it sooner but was lazy
I gotta stop being lazy too. I hate it yet am lazy a lot
Say the word "Lazy" to yourself enough and it loses all meaning
I still don't know how to drive. I don't think I'll ever learn either, car's freak me out yet I want one badly so I can get out more
Perhaps if I get my old job back at Compucom or something that pays as much I'll just go and buy a tiny 2 door gerbil of a car to get use to driving
Compucom sounds like an old guy who's scared of computers, but aware of the money it could bring in, thought it up
Like a less flashier version of Homer Simpson's "Hyper compu-global meganet"
I'm going to woodbury to hangout with the my Jersey friends this Saturday
I haven't been out in a damn long time now that I think about it. I wonder how I could be a hermit for so long in high school without going insane
...although my school was/is mostly wiggers and drama llama's so I didn't hangout with them anyway
I haven't talked to a lot of my friends lately, in real world and internets, a few of em are on my LJ friends list so they know who they are when they read this
I'm invited out a lot by my friends who live in Jersey but hardly hear from anyone around my neighborhood or South Philly...eh, whatever, guess my charm wore off heh
I think Eekers got mad at me a few nights ago when she IMed me to tell me about what happened between her and Nick
Sorry :(
I'm just socially retarded and that was the best thing I could think of
I think I'm done here
I've been working, writing and looking for another part time/full time job
I'm contemplating on whether or not I should join the Navy.
I chose the Navy on the fact that I like to swim so I should probably think it through a little more before I do anything
I haven't seen Linda in a while, not really sure what happened with all that.
Ok, well I do but it's a whole big ugly...thing, anyway our "friendship" or whatever it was has been over since around the beginning of January.
She ended it with her silence...as lame as it sounds thats what did it, I tried to stay friends but she never answered me back so yeah, there ya go
I was bored and reading through old myspace comments and she left me some pretty nice ones about me
oh snap emo moment!
It makes me wonder how we couldn't at least try staying friends, then I also thought about other stuff like does she think about me at all?
she said she got me a watch for my birthday but I never got it, think she still has it/ever had it or has it ended up a gift to some other guy?
Was she ever telling me the truth on the times we made plans but she was suddenly impossible to get ahold of due to the shock wearing off on what happened to her?
Was what she told me about that a lie too?
I have no clue what I'd do if she called me out of the blue and wanted to see me...well I have an idea, I'd probably go see her and fuck it up haha
damn I'm awkward
oh snap emo moment over
A lot of things that happened a while ago feel like yesterday, this is odd
Anyway I'm joining a gym soon, either fitness works in south philly or bally's in port richmond, depends on the price or just how much I like the place
I have a feeling it'll be fitness works in the end which sucks cause with the average price (don't know the price yet but the average for a gym in philly)
and getting there and back a few times a week...thats about 100 bones a month.
yikes
But then its worth it, I want to get in better shape anyway and with all the free time I have I should have done it sooner but was lazy
I gotta stop being lazy too. I hate it yet am lazy a lot
Say the word "Lazy" to yourself enough and it loses all meaning
I still don't know how to drive. I don't think I'll ever learn either, car's freak me out yet I want one badly so I can get out more
Perhaps if I get my old job back at Compucom or something that pays as much I'll just go and buy a tiny 2 door gerbil of a car to get use to driving
Compucom sounds like an old guy who's scared of computers, but aware of the money it could bring in, thought it up
Like a less flashier version of Homer Simpson's "Hyper compu-global meganet"
I'm going to woodbury to hangout with the my Jersey friends this Saturday
I haven't been out in a damn long time now that I think about it. I wonder how I could be a hermit for so long in high school without going insane
...although my school was/is mostly wiggers and drama llama's so I didn't hangout with them anyway
I haven't talked to a lot of my friends lately, in real world and internets, a few of em are on my LJ friends list so they know who they are when they read this
I'm invited out a lot by my friends who live in Jersey but hardly hear from anyone around my neighborhood or South Philly...eh, whatever, guess my charm wore off heh
I think Eekers got mad at me a few nights ago when she IMed me to tell me about what happened between her and Nick
Sorry :(
I'm just socially retarded and that was the best thing I could think of
I think I'm done here