hopes for this year.
yes. I am bored.
Reading people's LJ entries, it got me thinking about what I want to achieve this year. hmmm it's a hard one. obviously, I would love all the musical things I'm involved in to go somewhere outside of leicester. a record deal of some description would be nice. this place is really getting me down. doing the same boring thing every day.
I would like my parents to stop drinking so much. I can physically see the effect it has on them and it upsets me. Watching my parents get older and older, even after a few months of not visiting them gets me down. I guess, after ten years, it hard to change a habit and I guess they have their reasons for drinking so much, but.... I dunno.
If I carry on rambling I will just realise how useless it is to plan for the future and look towards it with hope. but I still try.
Reading people's LJ entries, it got me thinking about what I want to achieve this year. hmmm it's a hard one. obviously, I would love all the musical things I'm involved in to go somewhere outside of leicester. a record deal of some description would be nice. this place is really getting me down. doing the same boring thing every day.
I would like my parents to stop drinking so much. I can physically see the effect it has on them and it upsets me. Watching my parents get older and older, even after a few months of not visiting them gets me down. I guess, after ten years, it hard to change a habit and I guess they have their reasons for drinking so much, but.... I dunno.
If I carry on rambling I will just realise how useless it is to plan for the future and look towards it with hope. but I still try.