I hate boys (some times)

[kukukel]

Me and Ashton got in to a big fight last night. We were fighting from 9 until 3 in da morning. He still goes wit Veronica. He is thinking bout having sex wit her cuz she asked him if he would. I don't want to tell him but she has said that to her last 4 boy friends. Jenna , April I need help wut should I do? I love him so much. He says that he loves me but sometimes he does not show how he feels. I'm not pissed that him and veronica are going out. It is just the fact that he has been flirting with me and kissing on me like he does not have a girl friend. And another thing that pisses me off is that he said he does not like her but he is thinking bout having sex with her and the fact that he said that he is only going with her for 1 week since His friends told him that if he did not go wit her that she would not leave him alone and that he would not be able to have a relationship with any other girl and up to today they have been going out for 3 weeks. Now he is saying that since he has not gone out with her that he is gonna give her a chance and see how long it last but at the same time he still loves me. Why is my life all ways full of drama i'm thinking bout not talking to any one for a month to see if that will help with some of the drama and to see if my grades will come up. I think that all of this drama is the reason that all of my grades have been sliping. Also I can not Keep up with a social life , dance team, and my school work. I think school comes first then dance team and finally a social life. If yall can think of any answers to my problems let my know cuz I don't know wut to do. Well that is all for now I will talk to you later. Bye
<3 ya
I Love Ashton

kelly