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i cant stop worrying about everyone. people running away. people not at school. someone crying during assembleys because it reminded her of her dad that died. people fighting. make it all stop
today, great day. also, a horrible day. its fun to laugh and to pretend like everything is fine. it hurts to see others hurt and to know that others are huring that arnt wtih you. it hurts to care so much, maybe too much, and to feel bad for it. maybe i should just stop. but i couldnt. im sorry.
today i babysat and i got 25 dollars for it. im babysitting again tommorow. this 25 bucks is going to someone who needs it so much more than me and instead of getting him a present im just going to give him money cuz hopefully that will help so much more. where are you?
since i dont have that anymore im still broke. i seriously spent my last change on something for somoene else and gave that to them. i owe kelly three dollars. i shall get that to you as soon as possible my love.
i took alot of pictures today. i will put them up tommorow. yup thats bout it im so tired and on so many medications for this stupid lung shit and im so scared. like just knowing that there is a possibility of me drying because of somthing that i have had since i was born but they didnt find out till yesterday is freaky. i know everything will be ok hopefully but im still a bit shaken up about it.
EVERYONE TAKE CARE! i love you all so much i know i dont say it enough to most of you
xoxo
kait
haha, new icon. its my lips wooo. ok so i love this little kid song so much and i have liked it since i was in like 7th grade so whoever knows it i will give you something "if my lips ever left my mouth, packed a bag and headed south that be to bad, id call my dad. if my lips said adios i dont like you i think your gross that be to bad, i might get mad" woop woop im such a little kid at heart
i cant stop worrying about everyone. people running away. people not at school. someone crying during assembleys because it reminded her of her dad that died. people fighting. make it all stop
today, great day. also, a horrible day. its fun to laugh and to pretend like everything is fine. it hurts to see others hurt and to know that others are huring that arnt wtih you. it hurts to care so much, maybe too much, and to feel bad for it. maybe i should just stop. but i couldnt. im sorry.
today i babysat and i got 25 dollars for it. im babysitting again tommorow. this 25 bucks is going to someone who needs it so much more than me and instead of getting him a present im just going to give him money cuz hopefully that will help so much more. where are you?
since i dont have that anymore im still broke. i seriously spent my last change on something for somoene else and gave that to them. i owe kelly three dollars. i shall get that to you as soon as possible my love.
i took alot of pictures today. i will put them up tommorow. yup thats bout it im so tired and on so many medications for this stupid lung shit and im so scared. like just knowing that there is a possibility of me drying because of somthing that i have had since i was born but they didnt find out till yesterday is freaky. i know everything will be ok hopefully but im still a bit shaken up about it.
EVERYONE TAKE CARE! i love you all so much i know i dont say it enough to most of you
xoxo
kait
haha, new icon. its my lips wooo. ok so i love this little kid song so much and i have liked it since i was in like 7th grade so whoever knows it i will give you something "if my lips ever left my mouth, packed a bag and headed south that be to bad, id call my dad. if my lips said adios i dont like you i think your gross that be to bad, i might get mad" woop woop im such a little kid at heart