its hard to say that i was wrong its hard to say i miss you
yesterday was uhhh emotional haha. it was my g mas b day and we all had to write letters to her and read them outloud to her in front of everyone. i had only had a little bread and i was feeling really sick and then hearing all the guys balling when reading their notes just made me start balling. haha it was kinda funny though cuz all the guys were crying and the girls were all fine except for me. we all know that she is going to die soon and i guess we are just comming to accept the fact and we are all trying to make up for lost time. shes such a great woman i mean she raised seven kids, her husband beat her and her kids, and then still had a job and did all the mother things like cooking and such. then she helped raise 10 grandchildren and just all this stuff. she never complains or shows any emotions. shes so great. i hate though how i always get babyed cuz im the youngest. my grandma is the oonly one who doesnt baby me. she just tells me to buck up and give them a punch. wow il ove her.
today i went to ikea with kat and kelly. that was fun cuz i hadnt seen them in a while. haha i loved running through the huge rugs and doing our "magic trick". and i got some cool new things for my room. right now i have this hgue multicolored stuffed animal snake wrapped around me that kelly named nicholi. haha i feel so safe wtih it around me i love it.
haha today at church sucked! our quest group had to run it and i got there for the rehersal thing late, and so i had to do a reading. then they made me do anothe.r and i messed them up and i lost my shoe when i was walking down the steps on one part. god im such a dumbass. whateve im done with it
im so excided to go to school tommorow. im a nerd i know.
xoxo
kait
today i went to ikea with kat and kelly. that was fun cuz i hadnt seen them in a while. haha i loved running through the huge rugs and doing our "magic trick". and i got some cool new things for my room. right now i have this hgue multicolored stuffed animal snake wrapped around me that kelly named nicholi. haha i feel so safe wtih it around me i love it.
haha today at church sucked! our quest group had to run it and i got there for the rehersal thing late, and so i had to do a reading. then they made me do anothe.r and i messed them up and i lost my shoe when i was walking down the steps on one part. god im such a dumbass. whateve im done with it
im so excided to go to school tommorow. im a nerd i know.
xoxo
kait