The night is darkest before dawn
But how will I know if it's the darkest or just darker?
Push it enough and I just might tip over, or not. The worst part is knowing I have too much to lose to have nothing to lose in the end. When God created men, what was he thinking? I prompt myself everyday with the question "and next up?" I'm not seeing the light, is it because I'm blind to start with? I don't think so.
It's getting too heavy, everything. To be in the state of stagnant means death, regression means death, if I do not move on, I am as well as being dead. I am rambling nonsense, I do not want to die.
I travel to places in my head. I imagine myself basked in the summer sun of Rome, I imagine myself smelling the salty sea wind from the Aegean Sea, I imagine myself enjoying my coffee break back at my old apartment. I tango to the music I am hearing, my mind drifts. I long for the summer sun.
PS. new layout. :)
Push it enough and I just might tip over, or not. The worst part is knowing I have too much to lose to have nothing to lose in the end. When God created men, what was he thinking? I prompt myself everyday with the question "and next up?" I'm not seeing the light, is it because I'm blind to start with? I don't think so.
It's getting too heavy, everything. To be in the state of stagnant means death, regression means death, if I do not move on, I am as well as being dead. I am rambling nonsense, I do not want to die.
I travel to places in my head. I imagine myself basked in the summer sun of Rome, I imagine myself smelling the salty sea wind from the Aegean Sea, I imagine myself enjoying my coffee break back at my old apartment. I tango to the music I am hearing, my mind drifts. I long for the summer sun.
PS. new layout. :)