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Have you ever had those days when you feel like your stuck in the same
rut? the same routine. under my parents roof. things are always meant
to be a certain way. act, look and dress
a certain way. know what to say and what
not to say. when to keept quiet.
im never going to break out of this rut. if i dont get my things together. make myself a' flawless ' or more so become a 'flawless' act altogether.
one day, there will come a time where they wouldnt be able to say anything to critize me. .. hurt me...or devalue my loves in life.
so i love to shop to my heart's desire, so i hurt the same way as anyone else, so im not the most intelligent person , so i enjoy a good cry, so i dream on finding and keeping real love (((clayton))). ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-with-out-each-other love ( SEX and THE CITY). so i am not the most talented. so i forgive easily. so i am a delusional romanticist. so i miss having my long lovely locks. so i turn my clocks an half hour ahead. so im a daddy's girl. so i just finished writing my research paper on FGM ( female genital mutilation). so i love my Kumon job. so i like to sit in a park and read. so i own a barnes and nobles memebership.
so ive been a flower girl, a junior bridesmaid, and a maid of honor. so taking naps make me happy. so i enjoy getting love letters.
so i never been lost before. so i cant live without my green tea. so i love smelling nice like sweet and spices and apple pies. so i dream about traveling around the world with you. so im embarassingly vain. so im scared of rejection unacceptance regret. so hate me if you will if i enjoy watching 'an affair to remember'. so silence between a girl and a boy are the best conversations you might ever have. so i have yet to go clubbing. so ill never know what you see...there's something in the way you look at me...like
so i like the way you touch your lips to mine. so this is something i always like to feel. i feel something different when you look at me...all i know it happens everytime. so i secretly envied past lives. so i want to be somewhere in time. so i want to have tea and cheesecake with the woman in the pictorial DaVinci enamoured and painted so well. so i want to be the oldest soul in the world. so ive already handpicked baby names for my kids. so i really really want to go to the destiny's child concert on sept 2!!!
so i love you, incredibly so. c l ay to n. so im not the jealous type. so "id be love's sucide".
so i want to make you ha p py
i think ive inhaled too much french perfume.
im lacking sleep.
yet craving and loving you.
loving you was my dream, but is now my reality.
im never going to break out of this rut. if i dont get my things together. make myself a' flawless ' or more so become a 'flawless' act altogether.
one day, there will come a time where they wouldnt be able to say anything to critize me. .. hurt me...or devalue my loves in life.
so i love to shop to my heart's desire, so i hurt the same way as anyone else, so im not the most intelligent person , so i enjoy a good cry, so i dream on finding and keeping real love (((clayton))). ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, cant-live-with-out-each-other love ( SEX and THE CITY). so i am not the most talented. so i forgive easily. so i am a delusional romanticist. so i miss having my long lovely locks. so i turn my clocks an half hour ahead. so im a daddy's girl. so i just finished writing my research paper on FGM ( female genital mutilation). so i love my Kumon job. so i like to sit in a park and read. so i own a barnes and nobles memebership.
so ive been a flower girl, a junior bridesmaid, and a maid of honor. so taking naps make me happy. so i enjoy getting love letters.
so i never been lost before. so i cant live without my green tea. so i love smelling nice like sweet and spices and apple pies. so i dream about traveling around the world with you. so im embarassingly vain. so im scared of rejection unacceptance regret. so hate me if you will if i enjoy watching 'an affair to remember'. so silence between a girl and a boy are the best conversations you might ever have. so i have yet to go clubbing. so ill never know what you see...there's something in the way you look at me...like
so i like the way you touch your lips to mine. so this is something i always like to feel. i feel something different when you look at me...all i know it happens everytime. so i secretly envied past lives. so i want to be somewhere in time. so i want to have tea and cheesecake with the woman in the pictorial DaVinci enamoured and painted so well. so i want to be the oldest soul in the world. so ive already handpicked baby names for my kids. so i really really want to go to the destiny's child concert on sept 2!!!
so i love you, incredibly so. c l ay to n. so im not the jealous type. so "id be love's sucide".
so i want to make you ha p py
i think ive inhaled too much french perfume.
im lacking sleep.
yet craving and loving you.
loving you was my dream, but is now my reality.