Oct 18, 2004 07:51
I have finally sent Deleo away. It has reached the decline point, where I am more away than home. I spend most of my time drifting these days. The lady left in good spirits, at least I hope she did. I pray she will not grieve. They are correct, after all, for I am nothing more than a shell of a man. A mistake has been made. None of my ambition receives me, only indifference. It does not stop me from being a danger to those around me, but...
Suddenly, I am empty of all hate, all fear. It has allowed my body to completely empty itself of the man it once held. I can only thank Sephiroth for that. He faced me with a truth that gifted me peace.
I will not be able to post again. I no longer have enough lucidity to. I will fade too quickly to gather my thoughts and share them.
I will give your fondest regards to those who have not yet escaped Hell.