THINKING
Last night, my head took a serious shift into overthinking the future mode. I've have been thinking about what I am going to do since then. I mean, I've thought about it, but now I really must put actions to words. Of course, Step 1 is to graduate this Fall and survive Mori's class. The two are connected. It is the after that is scary to me. What I am going to do? I know what I want to do. Yet there are 3 types of future prospects: The Ideal, The Reality, and the Compromise. The reality happens more than the other two. Compromise if you are lucky. And The Ideal happens when a miracle happens. I'm trying not to freak out. I wish I could just take things in stride. I'm not going to just stop doing what I need to but I am just REALLY SCARED. I have to know I have support. Not just words. I'm about to enter a whole new level!!!
Read a depressing article about Japan wanting to cut back on the JET program. Why is it when I want to get into something it gets...I don't know even know word for it.
Read a depressing article about Japan wanting to cut back on the JET program. Why is it when I want to get into something it gets...I don't know even know word for it.