It's been a while, guys...

Sep 28, 2008 15:16

It's been a long time, I know.

Many things have happened, but I've come to realize they were necessary to develop myself as a person.

Tony left me at the end of last month. I've been really roughing it, and if not for a special someone, I would've broken.

Many things led up to this, I realize. But it was all important in the scheme of things.

He failed to provide for me, and I lost interest. We failed to communicate. I left the door open, but he wouldn't intrude. So it all fell apart.

I just feel so alone now. I've been full of remorse and anger. I'm afraid it's only going to get worse before it gets better.

But there's been one person that's been my beacon of hope through all of this, and to him he has my thanks. If not for him, I would probably not be where I am.

If anyone's interested, my dolls are for sale. I'm running low on money and rent's coming up soon, and I haven't found a second job yet.

angst

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