Picking Up, Dusting Off...
...both literally and figuratively, it would seem.
The time has come for me to get the tougher skin, become more detached, etc. I've been much more emotional about certain things in my life than I should be, as well as taking not as active a role in certain things in my life lately. Yes, Virginia... (and also gunboys everywhere), while I may be good at detachment, I have much to learn yet. Time for the CHB side of me to resurface (Cold Hearted Bitch) for the uninitiated) Things are about to get more stressful for me than they already have been. I have to be prepared to fact them head-on.
Why is it that facing facts is so difficult? There is always room for improvement in our personal lives. Time for me to do something about it, and fight harder for the things that are most important to me. Y'all have been so supportive of me as a human being, and there aren't words to to express how that makes me feel. Yes, I know I get a bit on the cryptic side here, and that's just my nature. That y'all can usually decipher it makes me even happier that y'all are the Initiated.
Oh, on a side note, Rob Thomas is still the personification of Chang Wufei... just not as blatantly as a solo performer. I also still say he's been peeking in here... *chuckles*
Unfortunately, I can't list him as the music du jour... that honor (?) has to go to something closer to the way I'm feeling right now. *sigh* I knew I should've posted something last night!
The time has come for me to get the tougher skin, become more detached, etc. I've been much more emotional about certain things in my life than I should be, as well as taking not as active a role in certain things in my life lately. Yes, Virginia... (and also gunboys everywhere), while I may be good at detachment, I have much to learn yet. Time for the CHB side of me to resurface (Cold Hearted Bitch) for the uninitiated) Things are about to get more stressful for me than they already have been. I have to be prepared to fact them head-on.
Why is it that facing facts is so difficult? There is always room for improvement in our personal lives. Time for me to do something about it, and fight harder for the things that are most important to me. Y'all have been so supportive of me as a human being, and there aren't words to to express how that makes me feel. Yes, I know I get a bit on the cryptic side here, and that's just my nature. That y'all can usually decipher it makes me even happier that y'all are the Initiated.
Oh, on a side note, Rob Thomas is still the personification of Chang Wufei... just not as blatantly as a solo performer. I also still say he's been peeking in here... *chuckles*
Unfortunately, I can't list him as the music du jour... that honor (?) has to go to something closer to the way I'm feeling right now. *sigh* I knew I should've posted something last night!