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[kuhz]

what a rollercoaster ride this year has been. if there is such a thing as fate i believe it has taken a funny turn for me recently. i always thought about that moment and never envisioned it ever coming true. That moment meant a million things and it meant nothing all at once. i just want to say that you are completely different from all of them.....i dont know what it is but you just have always had a hold on me in a way i could never control. I never forgot you although it may have seemed that way at times because you are just too special and beautiful. Even though you are my friend the thought of that moment makes my body freeze and i can feel something warm in my chest...it felt as if that moment was the culmination of everything we shared this year....you have forever changed me in a way i cant describe....any other time this type of moment has ever occured it has never had an impact on me the way it did that night....eitherway i just want to say ur always in my thoughts and have fun,be safe, and ill see you soon

-ju@n