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Things are good. Although I am slightly embarrassed and upset about the events of last night, I knew what I did was right for me and that I just couldn't move past it without being tied to emotions. As much as I wish I wasn't like that sometimes, it's who I am and I just need to learn to accept it.
This week I made it to the gym 5 times. That's right, I said 5. I joined a new gym (actually, it's Gold's gym, but it's different than the one I was going to). We took a spinning class on Wednesday and are perfectly happy doing that just once a week. I am getting back into running intervals (remembering everything you taught me Alicia) and feel really good when I am done. It's nice to have people expect me to show up so it holds me accountable. I am going to be feeling good about myself in Vegas even though I may not look like the hottest person there. I can accept that. Besides, none of the other people I am going with are very good looking so there isn't any competition.
This week I made it to the gym 5 times. That's right, I said 5. I joined a new gym (actually, it's Gold's gym, but it's different than the one I was going to). We took a spinning class on Wednesday and are perfectly happy doing that just once a week. I am getting back into running intervals (remembering everything you taught me Alicia) and feel really good when I am done. It's nice to have people expect me to show up so it holds me accountable. I am going to be feeling good about myself in Vegas even though I may not look like the hottest person there. I can accept that. Besides, none of the other people I am going with are very good looking so there isn't any competition.