Sep 21, 2006 19:09
wow i have always been such a simple person w/ not a lot of crazy emotions(wow what a lie it made me sound like a robot but it felt fun to say). whatever i feel so many emotions right now: i feel sooo exited because i am going to a blue oyster cult concert(i have an extra ticket so if you ask nicely...well actually its for my moms semi boyfriend but she said i could invite a friend if i wanted). well so exited, stressed: bc of all my hw, exhausted: i am semi sick so this week has not been fun, sad: i keep on thinking that it is friday then getting disappointed, worried: bc i have a quiz and a skit i have to preform tomorrow, whatever. today my mom asked me if i wanted to skip school next year and just travel the us staying at family and friends houses. it was so tempting to say yes. but i told her we should do it over the summer or i would do it after i graduate. she got upset well not really more like sad. i just feel like she gets these ideas into her head that she thinks will make her happy and im just worried that if we did do that we would start and then she wouldnt be happy. well i realllllly have to study.