dazed and confused or maybe i am just.....ecstatic

Jun 25, 2006 17:32

i is so cool my dad bought me studio 8. i am so exited because we bought it for only 400. i realize that is a crazy amount of $. well, maybe not for some people but it is a lot. exp. when it is not my birthday and obviously(wow that crucifixion song gives me the creeps i have to change it. the songs from jcs(i am not a crazy christian. not that all christians are crazy which is a real idiotic thing to say because my friend is a christian, ok a lot of people i know are christians. well i really like jcs because i have listened to it for years. but when the creepy song has these people laughing then jesus my guess, being nailed to the cross, which is really sick. making the song sick. have you noticed that i don't capitalize anything. ok that was totally off topic. i have noticed(last thing before i get back to my amazing story) that when i have to think about something shocking or i am trying to pause things i will say ok. but it will be a long okay like i am drawing it out. i have got into trouble saying that i really should stop but i don't notice till after i say it(of course)). so it was obviously not christmas. well i am so exited it has dreamweaver and flash on it along with other stuff. i am exited to begin to try and use it. though i know it will be hard. this guy in college was telling us about it and he was doing a course on it.
i am exited to go to wyoming but it will be so weird to go without deanna. if i have to go to wyoming without my computer i will be so sad because i have all my music on it. i realize that i could just burn them but way to long because i have about zilch on cd's. i feel like a loser, whatever i touch breaks. lie...a lot of things i touch happen to break not long after. why o why does this happen. people in my town are always like yeah i broke_____ so my parents would buy me a new and better one. well no when i break something it goes with me to my grave. sadly i have gone to my grave a lot. when i go to wyoming i am going to volunteer at this animal shelter which i am exited for. you might be questioning why i am not volunteering hear but i really don't want to volunteer at the farm. why is this town so small. if you didn't realize what i am doing i will say. make sure that i am not mentioning where i live. well that is because the last time i once started talking to a person on the internet(for about a day and it was not my fault i was just following my sister's example...yeah i am idiotic)and my dad got pissed so now i am being smooth and not mentioning anything. i think this is the longest thing i have written so far. cool i am going to leave because i am getting bored.

i am not weirder than jazz she was prancing around the dining room and then posing i do not prance, pose, or bang my head on the table then stay like that for 5 minutes.

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