not 7 times, but 70 x 7 times..
what do you do when you hurt the person you love the most? i don't know what to say, knowing i can't make it better. i have good reason to believe it's not gonna be the same, maybe ever, and i have myself to blame. once again. i always complicate my life. maybe i like the excitement or the roller coaster of emotions. whatever it is i am convinced that i subconsciously despise having a simple, peaceful life. but when i was driving to his house today i was more excited to see him than i had been in a really long time. and being with him was that kind of serious affection that i always long for. and i thought, "maybe you need to keep each other on your toes to keep the deep love." maybe sometimes you can get too comfortable, too relaxed, and it changes to more of a brother-sister relationship.
well i've never cried so much over any man, and it made me tear at my clothes and feel physically sick. i can't sleep and i just had an urge to write an entry. i'm nervous as hell because i have no idea how this will play out. but i guess there's a reason for everything.
well i've never cried so much over any man, and it made me tear at my clothes and feel physically sick. i can't sleep and i just had an urge to write an entry. i'm nervous as hell because i have no idea how this will play out. but i guess there's a reason for everything.