☾ Hi.
it's saturday.
i don't expect him to say something about his " birthday-issue" anymore.
it's been kind of weird lately.
on wednesday, he ignored me.
normally, everytime when he sees me he's basically shouting my name or smiling at me or talks to me or just says hi. he did none of those things that day which annoyed me so i ignored him back NO I AM NOT BEING CHILDISH
on tuesday, he smiled at me. that was it. well at least he acknowledged my existence
i don't know if i did something or if he was just having a bad day.
anyways, yesterday, on friday, he finally talked to me if you can call that talking...
i was standing in our school lounge and telling one of my classmates a story (i don't remember what it was about but that's not important anyways).
HE was apparently standing behind me and talking to some of his friends when he suddenly walked up to me and (OKAY THIS SOUNDS REALLY STUPID BUT...) poked me.
i was just staring at him. i mean he interrupted me since i was talking to my friend and i was curious what this poking (oh god this sounds so weird...) was about
and he literally said "Hiiiiiiiii." with a huge grin,
I responded "Hiii..?", smiling.
then he said "Hiiiiii" again and i responded Hiiii back and that went on for another 3 times which was kind of starting to become awkward because i had no idea what was going on and i had that feeling he wanted me to hug him......
which i didn't because the whole time my classmate was looking at us (fact: that's actually the second time i didn't hug him when i had the chance to).
then, silence.
we were still just smiling at each other and it was getting more awkward and well, i decided to continue telling the story and he stayed for a while.
so yeah, that was my highlight of the week, i guess. i don't really understand what's going on with this guy and if he's worth all the thinking and confusion. i'll just have to wait and see what happens next.
i don't expect him to say something about his " birthday-issue" anymore.
it's been kind of weird lately.
on wednesday, he ignored me.
normally, everytime when he sees me he's basically shouting my name or smiling at me or talks to me or just says hi. he did none of those things that day which annoyed me so i ignored him back NO I AM NOT BEING CHILDISH
on tuesday, he smiled at me. that was it. well at least he acknowledged my existence
i don't know if i did something or if he was just having a bad day.
anyways, yesterday, on friday, he finally talked to me if you can call that talking...
i was standing in our school lounge and telling one of my classmates a story (i don't remember what it was about but that's not important anyways).
HE was apparently standing behind me and talking to some of his friends when he suddenly walked up to me and (OKAY THIS SOUNDS REALLY STUPID BUT...) poked me.
i was just staring at him. i mean he interrupted me since i was talking to my friend and i was curious what this poking (oh god this sounds so weird...) was about
and he literally said "Hiiiiiiiii." with a huge grin,
I responded "Hiii..?", smiling.
then he said "Hiiiiii" again and i responded Hiiii back and that went on for another 3 times which was kind of starting to become awkward because i had no idea what was going on and i had that feeling he wanted me to hug him......
which i didn't because the whole time my classmate was looking at us (fact: that's actually the second time i didn't hug him when i had the chance to).
then, silence.
we were still just smiling at each other and it was getting more awkward and well, i decided to continue telling the story and he stayed for a while.
so yeah, that was my highlight of the week, i guess. i don't really understand what's going on with this guy and if he's worth all the thinking and confusion. i'll just have to wait and see what happens next.