What's the point of ANYTHING?!?!?! think about this one.
its almost the end of the 3rd quarter, dudes. It's all winding down. Man, high school was fun. I'm really gunna miss all you guys. but all this "next step in your life" shit has got me thinking deeply again, about what happens when we die. You know what's crazy? Nothing matters. Thats what i was thinking about today... how pointless everythng in the world is. Lemme explain. Yeah, we’re all gunna die someday, and of course that means our memories of these days will die with us. A thousand years from now, hell, a hundred years from now, nobody will remember us, nobody will be affected by what we did. Even the physical stuff we leave behind, like that little LTP symbol I personally scratched onto the cafeteria bathroom stall will be gone someday, in a billion years when the universe blows up or something. It’s sad, really. Sometimes that makes me think about just killing myself and moving on to a higher plane, cause I realize that my life has absolutely nothing to contribute to the gigantic vastness of time and the universe. There are so many days that I lay there in the drivers seat of my car, put the seat back all the way, with my arms behind my head, and stare at the roof of the car in deep thought about this stuff. What’s the point of anything?! You know? Nothing is immortal, nothing is infinite. Does all this stuff that we do turn to shit as time goes by? Does Columbus finding America matter in the grand scale of everything? Does life at all matter? I really don’t know. The best I’ve come up with is that all the physical stuff goes away, but the very fact that we exist, that we occupy space for about 70 or 80 years, and have a part in moving time along, that’s gotta count for something in this universe. We need to take our lives, our time, the very place we were given here on earth over our knees and give it the most epic spanking it’s ever gotten. The good times we’ve had so far and the good times we are going to have are and will be written into the fabric of time, and nobody can change that, even though it may be just a little shit stain on the corner of Father Time’s underpants. Well I'm proud of that shit stain! IT'S MINE, and it's ALL that i will be able to claim as my own after everything is said and done. Even after we die, even in a trillion years, that will still be mine. Nobody can change that!! thats the beauty and the curse of time, that everything we do is set in stone, good or bad. So make it good, man! We’re LTP. We’re here to have a blast and leave our place in this world way cooler than we found it. We don’t take a second for granted. And we’re trying our best to be true to this philosophy. So cut the bullshit out of everything in your life, and you’ll get what you’re looking for, and you'll see that all your troubles wont really bother you anymore. I can’t guarantee you’ll be happy… but you’ll be satisfied and content with the life that you've been given, and someday die smiling, and that’s ALL THAT COUNTS.