What is love?

[kubstar]

I can feel it when it starts.
The logical part of my brain parts.
I can't scream, I can't run.
It is almost like my legs weigh a ton.

It happens so fast.
Like it's a part of my past.
I want to strike out in pain.
But my struggle is purely in vain.

I can't fight.
It doesn't feel right.
I can't flee.
It has it's hold in me.

My mind is slurred.
Images blurred.
I can't make sense of them.
But I know they are all of him.

He's just a dream.
I want to scream.
Tear at my mind.
Make myself blind.

Why won't it cease?
Put my mind at ease?
Make the bad things end.
Allow my ego to mend.

How long will he be here?
Is that what I really fear?
Or merely what I believe?
A sentence without reprieve.

Love is a four letter word.
Of that I am assured.
Never again will I fall.
Walking before learning to crawl.

He will not hurt me.
I will not let it be.
I will make him see.
Then I am sure he will agree.