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I don't even know what to write here. I'm just so upset at the moment I just want to scream.
I hate band, it's not fun anymore. Band is more like a burden than anything else. A reason for this is that people in my section don't respect me, or they put on a face and act nice to me, then call me a bitch behind my back. I'm sick of this shit.
I'm at the not caring stage now. I'm just going to smile when it's appropriate, or just be happy for a little bit at a time.
I can't even finish what I want to say here because I'm so upset. =(
I hate band, it's not fun anymore. Band is more like a burden than anything else. A reason for this is that people in my section don't respect me, or they put on a face and act nice to me, then call me a bitch behind my back. I'm sick of this shit.
I'm at the not caring stage now. I'm just going to smile when it's appropriate, or just be happy for a little bit at a time.
I can't even finish what I want to say here because I'm so upset. =(