My life the way I see it...

Mar 12, 2005 11:18

Hey everybody... Just been thinking alot lately.

After the loss of our daughter Natalie the world seemed to crash down on me. Nw it seems as though everything is out to get me and Tammie and it's looking bleak.

Take this for example. My old job gave me a week with 5 days on my schedual after I came back to work. The next week they only gave me 3 days telling me that eveyone's hours were being cut because they hired too many people. That was a bunch of crap seeing how as I looked at the schedual everyone had 5 days or more on their scheduals. That pissed me off so I quit with the knowledge I had another job lined up. So now I work at Subway...

Our great friend (almost like a mother to me) I just found out yesterday from Tammie, may be dying. It's crap! I feel as if though things just keep sliding downhill for us.

Oh and not to forget! Tammie's SSI may be cut because she's in review for something or other and she isn't getting her check this month until Social Security feels like it. SO now our rent is way past due. She's looking for a job with no luck and now I may have to find a second job.

So let's recap:

1. My old job didn't give a shit about me losing my daughter and still cut my hours.

2. Our friend is more ill than we thought and may be dying.

3. Social Security is fucing crazy and I can tell that it won't last too much longer.

So with all that in mind I think the world is shitty and that it sucks to live in it.

-Sean Desrosiers
"To think everything is under control, the walls fall down again."
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