Oct 13, 2005 15:45
Other then Katies car getting smashed and Julie smashing into my rental while in Ohio...life has been ok. I am no longer crying myself to sleep. I think this is a good start. I am able to talk to Russ on the phone without crying my eyes out. Vince and I had sex and for him being a heavy guy...it was fucken great. Yet, I havent seen him since then. Oh well!
It took me 6 hours and 20 minutes to get to Ohio. I enjoyed the drive by myself. Im realy happy I went. Juls did my hair and I LOVE IT. Now only if I can do it like she did I would be happy. Coming home wasnt a good drive. I almost got pulled over but some other sorry sap from Jersey got hit instead. It took 7 hours to get home and I was returning a rental car that looked like shit. I felt so bad. Good thing Nat had to take the extra insurance on the car or else I would be fucked.
I will be going back to Garden State to work with Carol and Teresa again. Thats all I have to say about that...lol
Tony wants to see me more. What is it with me and married men? Cant I find a single guy that likes me?
I have hardly smoked any cigs in 3 days. I have not had any today. Woohoo I got this.
Life is not great, it could be worse. Life is good!