.....damn......
What the fuck did i do???? I mean goodness i must be some horrible person to have this happen to me three times....no he wasnt my best friend like Catherine and Halie, but i still cared a lot about him....its not even been 3 months since the last time, WHY?? WHY ALL AT ONCE??? WHO DESERVES THIS KIND OF PAIN??? NO ONE...but i still have to deal with it......i hate it....i dont know what ill do if something like this were to happen one more time....