*just one more time*

[ktxcore]

tomorrow i leave. and i'm not coming back till monday. and it's just me and sandi. even though someone should be going, he's not. which bites, because i think that would be a pretty interesting situation. and at this point, i need someone/thing to keep my attention. which, i'm sure he could. =] haha. anyways... it seems a lot of people will be down there when i will be, but i don't know how sandi will feel about hanging out with anyone, cause we wanted to go to get away from baltimore, and it seems like we're gonna see a bunch of baltimore people down there. and she's not the only one who has a problem with it, i do too. i mean, i love you guys, but part of the purpose of this mini-vacation was to get away from here, and all the people [except the two of us and the people who were supposed to go] from up here. i don't know, i mean, maybe i'll see you all down there. and if i do, awesome, but i'm not gonna prearrange anything. i need stuff to be relaxed and spontaneous while i'm away. the only thing we do have planned is going to the boardwalk and trying to pick up half-decent [or better] guys. not that i really expect to find any, but ya know. ugh. i'm so bored at work at the stadium, and i've only been here about an hour and a half. there is absolutely nothing to do. i've helped two customers, and talked to a REALLY adorable little boy. aww, they should stay that way forever. hahaha. anyways... i don't know how much i'm gonna update before i leave tomorrow, because when i get home tonight i have to pack, and i can't go to church [sorry ct & thacker] because it's too much. ehh. i should be there next week though, because i don't think i'm gonna work next week. momma's taking me up to harford community college next week sometime and i'm gonna take placements and register for classes. god, i don't wanna go to harford. i wanns just wait a whole year and jump into towson, but i know i can't. and you know what, if she would allow me to go to essex, i'd be ok. but she doesn't seem to understand how very much i don't wanna go to harford. bleh. whatever. school's starting again too soon. =[ it's raining outside. how come it only rains when i'm at work lately? well, besides yesterday. oh, and if this effing hurricane ruins my vacation, me and mother nature will be fighting. hardcore. i'm gonna go. maybe i'll update again before i leave. we'll see. love ya guys! later. <3

wow... i had a LOT more to say than i thought. that was freakin long!