[you make me wanna [scream] my name just one more time]
i wish i could stop hiding.
but i know it's best that i keep it up.
because otherwise, i'll have to let everyone know the real me.
and i'm not sure if i can do that.
and i'm not sure that you all can handle that.
my emotional rollercoaster is the most terrifying thing you'll ever see.
but you'll never know exactly how bad it is.
because i'll never show you.
i'll pretend i'm happy.
pretend i'm ok.
cause that's what you all want me to be.
so, since you asked, you shall recieve.
[EDIT @ 12:47am]
___fuckcore
but i know it's best that i keep it up.
because otherwise, i'll have to let everyone know the real me.
and i'm not sure if i can do that.
and i'm not sure that you all can handle that.
my emotional rollercoaster is the most terrifying thing you'll ever see.
but you'll never know exactly how bad it is.
because i'll never show you.
i'll pretend i'm happy.
pretend i'm ok.
cause that's what you all want me to be.
so, since you asked, you shall recieve.
[EDIT @ 12:47am]
___fuckcore