I only think about tomorrow so it'll get me through the nightmatthewgoodbandJuly 21 2011, 13:36:18 UTC
Often, I feel like I am losing something inside of me that I used to have. Especially when school is out for the summer. I get really tired and I hate living for the weekend. Usually, I attribute it to getting older, like you said. Maybe since we're older, we're more practical about how we spend our time because there's only so much of it. Or maybe we're just getting lazy.
Sometimes I feel a really strong urge to write something or take pictures or really just do anything creative. But I never do. Luckily, I usually have school as an excuse for being a zombie. But when school's out and I am working five days a week, what excuse do I have? That I'm tired?
There's also a self esteem issue where I never think people are taking me seriously and never will, like everyone looks at me as either a child or a mishmash of adolescence and adulthood. I even thought several times in the course of writing this comment whether or not I should. I don't want to annoy people with my stupid opinions and things.
But you don't have that problem, as far as I know.. you are very smart and have a very likable personality. I always thought you would go far.
Sometimes I feel a really strong urge to write something or take pictures or really just do anything creative. But I never do. Luckily, I usually have school as an excuse for being a zombie. But when school's out and I am working five days a week, what excuse do I have? That I'm tired?
There's also a self esteem issue where I never think people are taking me seriously and never will, like everyone looks at me as either a child or a mishmash of adolescence and adulthood. I even thought several times in the course of writing this comment whether or not I should. I don't want to annoy people with my stupid opinions and things.
But you don't have that problem, as far as I know.. you are very smart and have a very likable personality. I always thought you would go far.
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