Standing Still

[ktwilight]

Standing still.
Five steps back. Worked up, worked over.

I am here until I am needed,
Wishing
always
for someone to need me I am

wasted.

Standing still.
I watch the blue glow of the stars on your skin,
I am always performing, calling out, reaching.
I don't let go...

Guess I can't make this anymore less.

We'll always have this balcony

Comments

[oddzade]

Is everything ok? You and Chala both wrote these cryptic/poetic/sad entries in a row and it worries me.

[ktwilight]

Chala was responding to something that I was going through. Hopefully we'll be able to have a phone chat where I can tell you about these things.

For now, suffice to say, don't worry about it.

[oddzade]

I don't mean to be nosy. I just wondered if something had happened.

How was your visit from Sarah?

[ktwilight]

haha no no. not nosy. I was touched actually. :')

wonderful. That too, you will hear about on the phone. Are you free some evening soon?

[matthewgoodband]

exact same thing that I thought but I didn't ask, I just talked behind his back