Nov 11, 2008 19:09
i feel like i am underwater and i just cant come up.
i just got an email from a theatre saying that they would not schedule me an audition because the only character that would be correct for my age is 1/8th filippino, and i am not dark enough. mind you- they have never seen me in person, just my headshot. and they determined from a black and white photo that i could never pass for it- it would never do. also the fact that- i am 1/8th arab and i no one can tell. somehow i doubt that it is so important to the story line that she not only comment on being 1/8th filippino, but that she look almost unrealistically like she is.
i am just sick of not even getting a chance.