its called flowers wilt its called apples rot its called theives get rich and saints get shot

Nov 20, 2007 19:50

i think i am having a panic attack.

i think
i might have

failed american government.

meaning that i only passed one class this quarter.
one.

i think i really just fucked things up.

all i need is a d. thats it. that is all i want. i will be soooo happy for a d at this point.

and its all because that last paper was late and he deducted 20 points. god fucking dammit.

and just from being at home 2 1/2 days i think i gained 10 lbs. seriously? does being with my family make me feel soo terribly that i must dive into the first vat of food i see? yes, yes it does.

well also the fact that i have no substances to abuse here. i cant just get wasted, i cant so much as go out and smoke a cigarette.

i would kill someone for a cigarette right this moment.

ive been here for two days and i feel like a compleate waste of human life...

i think i need a therapist.
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