Nov 20, 2007 19:50
i think i am having a panic attack.
i think
i might have
failed american government.
meaning that i only passed one class this quarter.
one.
i think i really just fucked things up.
all i need is a d. thats it. that is all i want. i will be soooo happy for a d at this point.
and its all because that last paper was late and he deducted 20 points. god fucking dammit.
and just from being at home 2 1/2 days i think i gained 10 lbs. seriously? does being with my family make me feel soo terribly that i must dive into the first vat of food i see? yes, yes it does.
well also the fact that i have no substances to abuse here. i cant just get wasted, i cant so much as go out and smoke a cigarette.
i would kill someone for a cigarette right this moment.
ive been here for two days and i feel like a compleate waste of human life...
i think i need a therapist.